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lets c ... ----has been in queens so i dont get 2 c him he comes back tomorrow but rach n gina come to long beach so i dont et to see him, i c him 1 till august and it sux i miss him so much i dont know, my life has been hell, me him n shaquel have been on the phone till like 5 am every day and that stops when he goes home so i wont b able 2 speak to him much and i can barely see him so its gonna suck ,
i miss everyone i dont see anyone its all grr, idk anymore i wanna go backj to how it used to be, but thatll never happen,
the fair is now and i dont wanna go, im goin tomorrow or whwnever to see pedro but noone understands how much i dont wanna go i have mad strong feelings against it and idk i feel like i wanna throw up every time i think bout going and everyone is just tryin 2 get me to go and i really dont wanna and im all grrr and i feel like im pmsing, i really feel like crying, and i dont no why, im going back to my emo ways and i dont want anyone to find out and this sucks, whoever reads this , ill be surprised they do actually,
well ts almost 100% sure that im moving i hope not, yea i wann move but i get a diff feel for it if it's being forced, my mom says if we move she wants to move out of state, idk where we would be moving but here are the choices, montana new hampshire and possibly the carolinas but my mom doesent really wanna move there, its still up in the air tho
i need help, but i cant talk 2 anyone cuz i cant even figure out y im like this, im moody bitchy and mad fuckin emo for no reason, gr this suckks
i miss everyone i dont see anyone its all grr, idk anymore i wanna go backj to how it used to be, but thatll never happen,
the fair is now and i dont wanna go, im goin tomorrow or whwnever to see pedro but noone understands how much i dont wanna go i have mad strong feelings against it and idk i feel like i wanna throw up every time i think bout going and everyone is just tryin 2 get me to go and i really dont wanna and im all grrr and i feel like im pmsing, i really feel like crying, and i dont no why, im going back to my emo ways and i dont want anyone to find out and this sucks, whoever reads this , ill be surprised they do actually,
well ts almost 100% sure that im moving i hope not, yea i wann move but i get a diff feel for it if it's being forced, my mom says if we move she wants to move out of state, idk where we would be moving but here are the choices, montana new hampshire and possibly the carolinas but my mom doesent really wanna move there, its still up in the air tho
i need help, but i cant talk 2 anyone cuz i cant even figure out y im like this, im moody bitchy and mad fuckin emo for no reason, gr this suckks