May 09, 2005 20:38
ok i havent updated in foever ... im so blah ... im like depressed but thjatz klike nothing new lol .... i cant see jamie till we go 2 zootopia ... so dont wana go .... he like fuke me over on sat and if hez y best friend y h fkl ones he make it s fukkin hart talk 2 me ... seriously ive had it rying to talk 2 hhim ..... itz like utr awayz so depressed and it makes me so hjgfrjatyosdfuhqjgfoqeugto
then theres mike ... yea i understand w grew apart buyt major case of WTF hez like im sorry ive been busy an shyt then he just goes bak 2 fkking ignoring me ... fuck yu im so tired of tryinmg to get you 2 takl me me and shyt .. our friendship i basically over ... and whe u ere invages ... that put me over the edge ... " i have 2 o mmz commuing" ok i understand .. then h fukkincalled jamie less then a secondlaer ill never forget that .... its over
then theres ___ i like him but i shouldnt .... i changed myself 2 try 2 get hm .. big mistake i no but w/e but he made me happy .... everytimei saw him i was happy and when we left i was happy 4 the rest of the nioght cuz i was like yay mabe ill see him tomoprrow .... but im always th one whoz asking him t hangut ... in oher words he basically dont wanna ..... im tired of ll thiz shyt ... i,m in sucha lousey mood right now .... and u dntmake it any better ... :::::::::::;ud think hed realisethat i wann hang out with hi:::::::::::: i just wanna say fuk it ad not worry and not think about him ... but i cant between him and mike i wonder y i stll try
i just wanna b like fuck you to both of them neither of themgiv 2 shyts .... but if i tom im depressed thatz when he cares .... iif he cared shouldnt he notice thatim sad
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then theres er ........i miss them all so uch bt all i hear is how ui hate them or dont wanna cthe andtat shyt ... i mean seriousy i never said that so cn u ppl stop assuming .... i have a lot on my mind and i dont hang with anyone ... stop yelling at me
and imade one mistake gab ... one fukking mstake im sorry
y the fuk m i still i9n this town i jus wanna fukkin lae all thiz bullshyt ..... my mom randomly asked me if i wanted 2 c my dad the other dauy ... i told him i hate him ... but that might b y im so depessed ... i never really had one ... mabe i should sped the summer with him ... . talk about a vacation in hell ./.. dk ... itz a thought