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Wow, it's been over a year. What's made me randomly come back to this? I think its my ever present desire to relieve any kind of tension I have in the form of writing. I have to get it out somehow, and always, whenever I couldn't think of a specific person who could understand in the specific way I wanted them to, I'd write about it here. I
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And last year I went through the same thing, I was THE stupidest person in my classes. It's a hard thing to learn and it does make me sad to think I'm not as driven as I used to be. Feeling mediocre sucks, but, I'm hoping that it's only going to be like this for the beginning of college; that by junior or senior year we'll regain that confidence we once had, and have accumulated the skills to need to rule the world.... or, at least, OUR world.
But I guess what's bothering me most is that the way in which we learn these life lessons may not always be pretty, and that some people are willing to give up humanity for their dogmas. THAT is what I can't bear to know. If anything else, these trials will teach us endurance. And to bear the weight of heavier and heavier loads will make us better people and will eventually give us sexier bodies! (I'm sorry, I can't stand super seriousness.)
But yeah, we've all just gotta hang in there, and just hope what doesn't kill us... well, that it doesn't kill us in the first place.
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