Undeniable Billy/Dom R
Title: Undeniable
Author: Pippins Penny
Rating: R
Warnings: none other than male/male sex and a cuss word or two
Disclaimer: I only wish that I owned Billy and Dom and could actually make any money at this.
Summary: A perfect love
A/N: Thank you to Elaine for the beta
1070 words,
This is for the two_of_us_fic
My Lyric was…..
If I cry it’s not because I’m sad
But you’re the only love that I’ve ever had
I can’t believe it’s happened to me
I can’t conceive of anymore misery
Undeniable
Have you ever wished for or wanted something with every fiber of your being and when you finally get it, you have a hard time believing it is real? That it is finally really and truly yours?
I feel like I’ve wanted him for so long. I’ve dreamed and fantasized about him since the first moment I laid eyes on him. I never thought I ever really stood a chance but knowing that if I didn’t give it all I had, I would never forgive myself. Even if it meant making a total ass of myself and risking everything, I knew I had to try. I had to because the pay off… well, the payoff would be magnificent; Billy Boyd and a possible lifetime of loving him.
I know for a fact that in my whole twenty five years of being on this planet I have never met anyone like him before. Perhaps in another, but certainly not in this life time. I’ve never met anyone that could make me laugh so hard I cried and nearly piss my pants, someone who challenged me both professionally and personally on a daily basis. Someone that I only wanted to please and never disappoint, someone who makes me break out in a heated sweat and my cock spring to life just thinking about him.
I thought I had been in love before. Deeply, madly in love or so I thought. But those feelings always subsided after a time. This goes beyond that, it’s beyond love even for myself. It’s giddy, sappy, I get misty eyed thinking about him, corny romance novel wind blowing through my hair, and ‘for God’s sake get a room’ love. He’s the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of before I fall asleep.
We’ve always been physically close, personal space was not in my vocabulary and Billy seemed to have quickly gotten used to it. In fact he seemed to be very comfortable about it, even when we were alone like tonight. Believe me; I have other friends back home who are not so easy or comfortable with my touchy-feely attitude.
Maybe I was reading something else into his signals that I was hoping he was sending me. I was determined to find out this night. Billy or bust.
I swear the timing could not have been more perfect. We were at my flat, and we were blissfully alone (for a change) watching a rather bad movie, which led to excessive drinking, laughing and our usual taking the piss whenever possible.
After a long night of drinking, making fun of that bloody movie and a lengthy giggling fit, he sighed and slumped into my side, his head resting on my shoulder as he caught his breath. It was then that I placed a spontaneous, lingering kiss on his forehead; which lead to an adorable quizzical look up into my eyes. His eyes darted from one of my eyes to the other as if seeking an answer to my odd impromptu behavior before finally settling down. That’s when I smiled down at him, gently cupped his cheek and kissed his so fucking sexy slightly opened mouth. Softly at first with closed eyes.
He didn’t pull away, he didn’t move. I continued to kiss him, tenderly kissing and nibbling his lips until I could swear I felt him kissing me back ever so slightly. I grew bolder, my hand roamed from softly cupping his cheek to more firmly gripping the back of his head, my fingers threaded in his soft, baby fine hair.
My heart lurched as I felt his mouth open further, inviting me in. Then I felt a small tentative hand on my thigh which made me moan, my moan was rewarded with a light squeeze and oh fuck yeah, he was definitely kissing me back.
I was suddenly breathless, almost faint. Smiling, I reluctantly pulled my mouth away. I pressed my forehead to his all the while running my hand through his hair, petting him, keeping his head close to mine. I felt him breathing heavily, I was nearly panting, my was heart was racing; my cock filled and now rock hard.
“Bill…”
“Hmm?” He said sleepily as he leaned into me further, cuddling close, his hand roaming further up my leg near the junction of my thigh to my hip, his thumb rubbing circles dangerously near my groin. My hips rose up, my cock craving his touch.
He was showing all signs that he was ready and wanted more. I reached down and gently lifted his chin and he enthusiastically kissed me back. Slowly I found that I was being pushed back onto the couch on my back as Billy wiggled and made himself comfortable on top of me.
My mind raced, I could scarcely believe it. Billy wanted this, wanted me. I felt him press himself onto me. I felt his erection move until it found its place alongside mine and press firmly against me. My hands found their way to his tiny ass and I grabbed a handful each of the small firm mounds.
Soon clothes were frantically being torn off. Lips and tongues were kissing and sucking each other for all they were worth and two hands entwined as one around two swollen cocks bringing the most glorious albeit embarrassingly fast, simultaneous relief.
We both actually laughed after that. We laughed, swore, kissed, cried and held each other all night. It was perfect. It was just so undeniably us.
That first night was over five years ago. Neither of us has ever had such a strong relationship that lasted this long and that can still bring both of us the same amount of friendship/love/lust as it did on that first night. We’re best friends first and foremost. I never had that with anyone else, not like Bill and I have. We like all the same stuff, same food and drink, the same movies. We’ve the same sense of humor, same sex drive and kinks. I never had all of those things and more with anyone else. We’ve taught each other things, and discovered other new things together as well. Perfect.
He’s still the first thing I think of when I wake up and the last thing I think of before I fall asleep, only now we do it wrapped up in each others arms.