Hmm.
So im not able to sleep. like thats a surprise.
I dont think the bday is gunna rawkout this year. Im hurting way too badly. But i did take it off of work so in case i do decide to go out. not likely however. this weekend i was supposed to goto westland to see azrel play at the token lounge but i cant sit in my car for too long without feeling like im going to die. So ryan opted to come up here because he wants me as comfortable as possible.
Ryan and i have somehow fixed everything that could have been wrong with us. Not that there was anything wrong. He quit drinking and i decided to move. things are good. hes been amazing. Hes taking a half day friday to goto the dr with me to get my results. hes been way good to me and very worried.
The pain isnt too bad today. so maybe its a rare freak fluke or something. hell if i know. what i do know is i need to sleep!!!
So later all.
mary is tired
I dont think the bday is gunna rawkout this year. Im hurting way too badly. But i did take it off of work so in case i do decide to go out. not likely however. this weekend i was supposed to goto westland to see azrel play at the token lounge but i cant sit in my car for too long without feeling like im going to die. So ryan opted to come up here because he wants me as comfortable as possible.
Ryan and i have somehow fixed everything that could have been wrong with us. Not that there was anything wrong. He quit drinking and i decided to move. things are good. hes been amazing. Hes taking a half day friday to goto the dr with me to get my results. hes been way good to me and very worried.
The pain isnt too bad today. so maybe its a rare freak fluke or something. hell if i know. what i do know is i need to sleep!!!
So later all.
mary is tired