And if I were to paint a picture of a woman, it would be you.

[pippins_addict]

More House!babble. ZOMG. Wilson argues to Cuddy that House has Asperger's Syndrome and I know what that is! Ha ha! But I will not say how because I'm pretty sure that is not something I should announce to everyone without permission. House throwing all of Wilson's things out -- actually, House blitzkreiging the most opportune spot to annoy Cuddy

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[pippins_addict]

Renji is a Tattooed Love Boy (which is also, incidentally, a song by the Pretenders). He's the one with the red hair in my icon. *points* Hur hur! Fiiiiiine voices are special, do not be ashamed of the squeeing!

Well, it's one of those things that you need to watch/read from the beginning. I prefer the manga myself (I'm downloading the manga from RealityLapse and I seriously reccomend reading it before watching the anime, which is much better in Japanese, personally).

Cameron likes control. Obviously, she likes what she initiates and can predict (like cancer guy!). But, with House, there is also Chase, who she has to side step and tell herself that this one thing is what she wants and that's it; because she can, she feels, be in control of that. Though, Chase manages to push her buttons just enough, just the right way and she can't ignore him, so she sets out to torture him in some small way.

You shouldn't really know...I don't even. It's Cameron's indesicion and muck. I don't know...I'm not so good at writing long things...my novel is like, it.

[zanra]

I have this funny feeling that the bad guys of Bleach are actually really cool. Heck, anything with Toru Ookawa (Le Mustang!) will get me watching.

I DID watch it from the beginning. Well, the first three eps. IN JAPANESE. The english dubs on adult swim aren't really that bad, though. Now that adult swim is caught up to where I am, I'm just going to watch it there. I don't know, I don't like the whole ghost-fighting thing. That sort of ruins it for me. There's something very unrealistic and fruity about Bleach. I'll be completely hoenst with you. I'll keep watching it.

Cameron wants so badly to do the right thing but she has no reason for doing the right thing. She's an atheist. She struggles to find purpose in what she's doing, but she's failing. What's the point of being nice or being responsible? House's antics through her off completely. So she's started thinking about things differently. She's like an uprooted tree. The scene in the chapel last week was very poetic, because it tells us she's even considering religion. That's how lost she is. She's just trying to live her life the best way she can, and basically anyone who does that is going to end up confused. Her life has really changed since she started working for House, I think. She's not going to leave until she finds out why. I respect her for her great pursuit. I guess... she reminds me of me.

House is the one standard that doesn't change, and I think she finds comfort in that. Not that she respects it or anything. But whatever truth she discovers in House isn't going to flip-flop.

Woot, I learned a lot right now. XD

[zanra]

You know, Chase is very similar in a way. But deep down he has his roots intact and he knows what he should do with his life, and instead he runs away from it. Whereas Cameron needs to find truth in the world around her, Chase needs to regrasp it inside of himself. Does that make sense? Chase isn't nearly as insecure as she is. He just doesn't always like the truth. I have a feeling he's going to return to the monastery at the end of this. Haha, I don't think you like that prediction, but ever since Damned if You Do, and what the nun said to him, I've always thought that.

And while we're at it, Foreman... is... uh... ambitious? -falls asleep-

You know what I find REALLY interesting? All of the ducklings are fragments of House. You know how he took a special interest in the autistic boy? He's like Cameron in his constant searching, like Chase in his running away from what he knows is true, like Foreman in his arrogance and ambition. And he treats them like he would treat himself, accordingly. It's brilliant. He studies himself through others. Don't we all?

I UNDERSTAND NOW. Thanks. I want to fic it. How to do that? Hmmmm. ^_^

[pippins_addict]

You understand what? You already knew all those things! I'm the one that had to have learned something here.

Yes! Yes! Fic it! Your writing is superb.

[zanra]

No, no, I have to write something out to understand it. I think that's why I write/videoize at all.

For example, I only JUST figured out the connection between the song 'Camisado' and the Fullmetal Alchemist finale. I mean, that was a video I spent three days putting together! And I had no idea why I was doing it until like three months later. It's bizzare. But that's the way I function, I guess.

Arrrghh I don't know. So much to do lately. Hm. -redirects you to my weeeeee icon, in the hopes that you will get distracted-

...Weeee?

[pippins_addict]

I meditate (seriously, please don't laugh, I've been doing it for two years). Because after you sort out your breathing and posture, then it's really easy to think about things.

I figured out a basic connection with the lyrics after watching three eps of FMA. I mean, it seems obvious. I usually think on things until something hits me, then I write it down. I can't stand looking at my disorganized thoughts in writing. It's icky.

There's always room for fan fiction!

*redirects you to my icon*

[zanra]

I... just zone out? Nothin' I can control, one second I'm there and the next... I'm tripping over the garbage can and a few potted plants. I hate how I can't control moments of Deep Deep Thought. I'd like to say, here, at 7 I've scheduled some nice little time to have a Deep Deep Thought. That would be a decent time to have one. Nothing else going on then. But no. I'll get one when I'm driving or when I have to work.

Wait, the camisado lyrics? You watched that? I totally didn't mean to spoil you :O ...Well I did say it had major spoilers. Or you didn't watch and you are not spoiled. Because the ending is such a whopper. Dude. I read FMA 3 today for the first time ever. "A soldier knows when to retreat." Ha, ha, Hughes I love you.

Did you ever see the finale of Cowboy Bebop?

[pippins_addict]

Hm...scheduling Deep Deep Thoughts. I usually just sit my ass down whenever I have enough time and meditate. Last time I tried to teach someone, though, they kind of freaked out. If I'm not thinking, I'm listening and I can usually pick up who is where and if they're trying to dump something over my head. Ha ha...the good hearing weird people out.

You know, considering I constantly have my headphones on.

I watched it, yes. Didn't understand half of the things going on, but I still think it's a spiffy video and there is obviously a relation in the lyrics.

Ugh, my god, I have to get past Bleach first. Then it's BeBop and FMA. *sigh* Not enough time in the world.

[zanra]

I can't think when I listen to music. I know a lot of people say they have to play music when they write but for me it just breaks my concentration. I end up singing and absorb the mood of whatever song is on. Too strong for me!

Though listening to Moby when you're drawing has got to be some sort of therapy.

Oh, I just asked that because the Bebop finale is one I can only watch in english and at about 1am in the morning... which I did a few nights ago, again. I think it has something to do with that being the first episode I ever saw. I quote the english, which is weird. "So how is she, what's Julia like?" "Ordinary... the kind of dangerous, beautiful ordinary you just can't leave alone." It was just on my mind at the time so I was wondering if you'd seen it.

"I thought I was living a dream I could never wake up from. Before I knew it, the dream was all over."

[pippins_addict]

I need music to either set a mood or to help me block everything out. I can't do anything while it's absolutely quiet because then there's nothing else for my mind to focus on if it needs to move around. (That makes perfect sense...)

I'm a big fan of listening to AC/DC while I draw. That or the Guess Who.

...man, I haven't even started watching it, and now you have me excited. DAMN YOU. That's spiffy line though.

"But can we trust him?"
"Myself, I'd trust him to the end of the world."
"Oh yes, how far's that?"
"About twelve minutes."

[zanra]

"The souls that god has given us, our spirits, which found a way to swim through the immense network and live in the infinity of space. Is not the human body a mere shell, a form of existence all too small and weak for conciousness with such vast reach and potential?"

"I think I know, I don't think I know, I don't think I think I know, I don't think I think."

"Lunkhead! lunkhead lunkhead lunkhead!"

[pippins_addict]

"Loneliness is the human condition. Cultivate it. The way it tunnels into you allows your soul room to grow. Never expect to outgrow loneliness. Never hope to find people who will understand you, someone to fill that space. An intelligent, sensitive person is the expection, the very great exception. If you expect to find people who will understand you, you will grow murderous with disappointment. The best you'll ever do is to understand yourself, know what it is you want, and not let the cattle get in the way."

"The sun never sets on the British Empire? Well the sun never sets on my asshole!" (classy, SLC Punk!)

"Holy inferiority complex Batman! Is my self esteem really so low that I'm the sidekick in my own fantasy?!"
"At least your not Alfred."

[pippins_addict]

The Bleach bad guys are pretty cool. I like Renji because he skips back and forth being the bad guy and just...sort of ok. Besides the fact that he's only good at one thing (Hollow killin'!).

I like Bleach, it doesn't seem any more realistic than other animes (InuYasha has time travel, Samurai Champloo is full of anachronisms, Chobits has perscoms). I don't mind the ghost hunting, I rather like it sometimes. After all, one needs big sword fights and things.

...you know, once again, you have just ousted me in the thought process. My god woman, do you watch anything anymore without looking for a deeper meaning riddled with sublties, references and allegory?

Well, at least you can agree with me on Cameron's thinking that House is steady.

[zanra]

I love bad guys.

Oh, I mean no, it is less realistic than Champloo, without a doubt. Champloo knows it's just a story, which is a lot of fun, but the things you get from it and the obstacles the characters have to overcome are very real. That's what appeals to me. Typically a good story blows everything out of proportion, but the 'everything' is something we can all relate to. Do you get what I'm saying? They let us view our own lives through a magnifying glass. I'm not saying Bleach doesn't have that, I'm just saying I can't find it in the show. Yet. And so it bores me.

OH SNAP. AGAIN. I like... things I don't understand fully. They're like puzzles. I like to talk out loud about them sometimes. Oh. Snap.

[pippins_addict]

That's because the bad guys are always like five time cooler.

*shrugs* Some people can get into the story and some can't. It's like I can't stand Naruto, though it's immensely popular, I just can't get into the story, so I hear what your saying there. Besides, can't expect you to like everything we bung at you, that would be weird. O.o

Man, I can't even figure out where I'm supposed to go for study half the time. Depends on the puzzle, though, I think. And I always talk about my fandoms to people who usually have no clue what's going on...

[zanra]

Like in Weiss Kreuz.

Actually there was a really funny episode of Naruto I saw a few weeks ago. Naruto was doing one of those 'recap' narrations the whole time. But, yeah. I think that show's for a younger crowd. Has there been anything I've bunged (bunged?) at you that you didn't like? Alias, right?

Too many people have hated me in my past for me to go around talking about my fandoms anymore. The urge to do that slowly died in the beginning of high school.

It's really hard to believe I'm mostly done with this high school shit.