Particle Man, Particle Man, doing all the things that a particle can.
And so . . . Mlle. inklingsfan47 has decreed the new prompt for me to be . . . TORN SHIRTS! To this I say . . . ICED TEA!King Google-Smut the Great is highly pleased and has had his head over my shoulder for the past few hours; he also refused to let me get any sleep last night, continuously rousing the cats -- indeed even going to far as to steal kittens! I
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I'll do a major anime music post later! Anime music is ALL I'M LISTENING TO right now so I have tons of it. For Samurai Champloo I know I have at least 30 tracks. There's this great Elfen Lied track too, it is soooo sad and so beautiful, I will upload it for you! (I'm not giving up about this anime.)
I relate to Jin incredibly well... the selfishness and the searching and the monk-ness and the easily-embarrassed and the everything. So Mugen is a nice break because he's totally different. I loved him as soon as he said 'I'm ready to die everytime I wake up in the morning' or something like that. That really said a lot. Then in episode 14 he tells the gods 'Wait, I'm not ready yet!' and I was intrigued. THIS GUY WAS HUMAN. I think the past actually does haunts him... but then I'm sort of comparing him to Spike in the back of my head all the time. Maybe it's the hair? Plus both Mugen and Spike tend to avoid whatever it is that's really bugging them. Jin seems more the one to just forget and move ahead. And I say this with his 'tell them you killed me, if you like' to back me up. His sort of 'I honestly don't care' compared to Mugen's 'I don't give a shit! But sometimes I do...'. Like... we all know Mugen's rather fond of Fuu. He'll never let her know that. ^_~ And we're back to 'I'm ready to die! Except when I'm actually dying...', too. You see? Mugen says things without thinking, that's all it is. You open your mouth to say something and he spits out 'didn't do it!' He does care. That's what makes him so strangely adorable. But his motives in some cases, though they make sense, really confuse the hell out of me. I just don't understand them, I guess. Though I do... it's hard to explain. Hmm.
She says she isn't organized, and so I wonder what exactly is organized to her and decide never ever to let her see my room, she might actually die in the doorway. As for private posts, sometimes I randomly create a blog on some other site and spend a few days typing drunk and swearing left and right in the form of haikus. Maybe it will be some type of therapy in the future. Then I leave these accounts without deleting them. Haha.
Characters I make are just fucking weird. I mean I can't make anything clear and simple, ever. I have to distort it and metaphor-it and all that crap. I can't help it! I wish I didn't. But I guess I realize I'm not good enough of a writer to keep anyone interested with normal people so the intrigue ( I guess? ) has to come from some place else, if there is any intrigue at all. And I so cannot do nice. For some reason. It's really awesome that I get to be around people like Shira and Jayden because I never could have created them. Rocky and I are so different. It makes me excited.
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I'm working on a music post as we speak, though it's got really no anime music in, but I do that song "Butterfly" song we all seem to enjoy so much. XP
Jin reminds me of adobe_wedge's friend Nate. A lot. Only, maybe, more social ( if you can think that ). It's the stoic-ness, but you get the idea that he's a good guy, maybe even nice if you can get him to open up a bit. He's also too quiet, it drives me crazy. But, he's Jin -- very dependable, slightly emotionless, aside from that magnificent eye-twitch. But he interests me.
I think it's easier to relate to Mugen because I've been there . . . that whole dying situation. You think that you may be able to square away with dying, and some days it can feel like you have, but then you get there and it's like, "I DON'T WANT TO, GOD DAMN IT, I'M NOT DONE", but at the same time, it's a very helpless sensation. There is nothing that you can do. I try to forget stuff like that, but, it sneaks up on me and I crack and have to go . . . do something about it. So, most of the time, it's just easier to press on and forget, or, at least, ignore as long as you can. There's the difference, I think: Jin can let go, but Mugen, as much as he wants to can't.
Haha, I do that all the time. "Didn't do it!" and "WHAT?!" are probably two of my most overused phrases. Reflex. And, well, you're right. But I would like to point out that the three are all dynamic within the series, each changing in their own way. Which is why I'm so frustrated that the series ended as it did. DEPRESSING. But it practically throws open the doors for so much fan fiction.
Rocky is so damn organized, I get embarrassed when she sees the state of my room. Or even my sling bag. *sigh* Trust me, messy rooms don't disturb me. They don't even faze me. I might even congratulate you on your mess.
My characters, half the time, are so off their collective nuts that I have to write and rewrite so it looks like they aren't schizo or . . . something. Drake's my favorite, because he basically does everything that the narrator simply refuses to. He rocks. He wants something, what's tying her up so he can take her shopping going to matter? It's his idea of flirting. I can do nice though. I think some of the writing skills come from being an excellent liar -- which I'm proud of and not proud of at the same time.
Rocky makes nice work in so many ways. I don't think she could pen evil if you weren't there egging her on. Either that or we locked her in a cave with a corpse or something for a week. You know. EVILLY THINGS.
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