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[pippinjupiter]

i have forever lost someone who meant the world to me. i hope that makes her happy to know

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[imaginary_roses]

What happened? Do you need to talk?

[suga_bay_bee]

DDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

[pippinjupiter]

what?

[exiled_falcon]

If you need to talk, you can call me :/

[get_our_freak0n]

Is it who I think I know it is?

[pippinjupiter]

i'm sure it is who you think you know it is

[thesarahbeth]

i don't know what to do.
i don't know whether you're mad at me because i smoke weed occasionally or because i have several new friends or because i'm not spending enough time with you. i stopped spending time with you because i heard you were mad at me, and i was scared that you would hate me. i think it's great that i have some new friends, and i never thought that they would make me less of a friend to you. love isn't limited; there's enough for everyone. if you think i'm fucking up my life because i smoked weed, then be concerned. don't hate me. i want to hang out with you, but i think you don't want to have anything to do with me. i keep having dreams where we're still friends, and waking up to find out that we're not friends. this whole thing isn't natural. i'm pretty resilient, but i hate this whole thing so much and i miss you.

[pippinjupiter]

just as before, you aren't understanding what i've been trying to say. you have changed so much since we got into high school. i've tried my hardest to keep you with us because of how much i care about you and how how concerned i am for you, but you think nothing of it whenever i try to say anything to you. i understand that you are an open-minded person, but you are also close-minded in that once you make up your mind about something, you don't listen to what anybody else has to say. i'm not going to go into depth about this since it's LJ, but i will tell you that i miss you dearly. if you want to discuss this in person, let's figure out a time to do it because i won't do it over something as impersonal as the internet