So freaking lost
I have been postponing the inevitable for so long. I finally decided tonight that I needed to break down and start researching grad schools. The things is, I don't want to go to grad school. I have no idea what I am going to do now. I have no desire to go to school anymore. I still have summer semester and fall of next year of undergrad, I just don't want to do it anymore. I'll finish undergrad, but I just don't want to have anymore school for a while after that. I'm not sure what to do now. I have no idea what I even can do with a BA in Psych....nothing actually psych related.
This may have all been a colossal mistake.
The most frustrating thing is that I know I am smart enough to do whatever I want to do, I just have no ambition anymore. I don't know what I want and all of the decisions are going to have to be made soon.
Plus everyone is all grown up now and it is making me realize that I am a grown up too.
I miss being little.
I also miss a few people who I think could make me feel better right now.
This may have all been a colossal mistake.
The most frustrating thing is that I know I am smart enough to do whatever I want to do, I just have no ambition anymore. I don't know what I want and all of the decisions are going to have to be made soon.
Plus everyone is all grown up now and it is making me realize that I am a grown up too.
I miss being little.
I also miss a few people who I think could make me feel better right now.