MY MUSINGS ON THE PAST FEW DAYS….
As you all know by now I had a talk with the psychologist connected to the “rehab” work place, and she asked some strange questions, that I have been wondering about….
She didn’t think I told her the truth about how I really felt, as I was deliberately keeping something in…..of cause I didn’t tell her everything!!! I’ve never seen her before, didn’t know her and I talked with her for three hours…how much did she think she could get to know me?
She asked me what I would do if/when my Mum died before I did…I said “I’d kill myself”….then had to spend some time to assure her that I was joking.
To be true I have no idea…..as she doesn’t know what to do if I go first….
Another question was; “The fact that you are 41, almost 42 and is single and not married, does that mean that you are a lesbian???
What is the answer to that????
I told her that; I might have been a lesbian for an hour when I was 13 and kissed and cuddled my best friend Marie, but no I am not a lesbian, I just like to be alone, and the way I am now, husband hunting is not my first priority.
She asked about friends. I told her about you guys, my lovely internet family. She said; they are behind a pc screen, they are not real!!!….I got stunned….That means that all the Christmas cards, birthday cards, wedding cards, presents, bracelets, gifts, cheering up cards and things are not real??? I’ve just imagined all of you and never received all the things you’ve send me…and you’ve never received anything I’ve send you???? Not to mention all the posts, help love and everything I receive from you and what I give you…
I got rather animated when I told her about you and that you are more real than any RL friend I could ever get.
Those were the more weird questions, otherwise she was nice and listened to both me and Mum, and I think everything went well….
My check up yesterday went well too, so now I can be calm for the next six month…..
But…my sick leave stops the 25th of March…for now.. I hope the social workers decide to give me the pension, based on the RCA doctor talk I had and RCA psychologist talk here..also the oncologist letter from Lars and what my own doctor tells them.
Otherwise I don’t know….maybe they give me the pension or they renew my sick leave…..or I have to find another way to get money…
But we are an optimistic people right so everything will work out;)
♥hugs and kisses♥
She didn’t think I told her the truth about how I really felt, as I was deliberately keeping something in…..of cause I didn’t tell her everything!!! I’ve never seen her before, didn’t know her and I talked with her for three hours…how much did she think she could get to know me?
She asked me what I would do if/when my Mum died before I did…I said “I’d kill myself”….then had to spend some time to assure her that I was joking.
To be true I have no idea…..as she doesn’t know what to do if I go first….
Another question was; “The fact that you are 41, almost 42 and is single and not married, does that mean that you are a lesbian???
What is the answer to that????
I told her that; I might have been a lesbian for an hour when I was 13 and kissed and cuddled my best friend Marie, but no I am not a lesbian, I just like to be alone, and the way I am now, husband hunting is not my first priority.
She asked about friends. I told her about you guys, my lovely internet family. She said; they are behind a pc screen, they are not real!!!….I got stunned….That means that all the Christmas cards, birthday cards, wedding cards, presents, bracelets, gifts, cheering up cards and things are not real??? I’ve just imagined all of you and never received all the things you’ve send me…and you’ve never received anything I’ve send you???? Not to mention all the posts, help love and everything I receive from you and what I give you…
I got rather animated when I told her about you and that you are more real than any RL friend I could ever get.
Those were the more weird questions, otherwise she was nice and listened to both me and Mum, and I think everything went well….
My check up yesterday went well too, so now I can be calm for the next six month…..
But…my sick leave stops the 25th of March…for now.. I hope the social workers decide to give me the pension, based on the RCA doctor talk I had and RCA psychologist talk here..also the oncologist letter from Lars and what my own doctor tells them.
Otherwise I don’t know….maybe they give me the pension or they renew my sick leave…..or I have to find another way to get money…
But we are an optimistic people right so everything will work out;)
♥hugs and kisses♥