I NEED TO ASK YOU A FAVOUR!!!!!!!!!
…….but I really need to get this out of my system so please don’t hate me.
My depression have gotten the better of me right now, as the past few weeks have been really hard on me.
The pain and ache in my bones are getting worse and from now on it is just getting worse..I get medication four times a day just to be able to be around, and I fear the day that the medication is not enough and I´ll be needing stronger..
I need to face the fact that I’ll never be able to come back and work as a health care helper, due to the pain and the loss of feeling in my arms and hands…
My physiotherapy is going well, but what it does is make me able to move my left arm above my head…
My Mum told me yesterday that she read once that people that have survived cancer, felt like they were standing on the other side of a riverbank that the rest of the population…and I feel exactly like that right now.
That is why I have to ask you this…
I have a book that I write all my last wishes in..it is a proper book with questions about life and family, what psalms you like and so..and I’ve been writing in it a lot lately….it is not that I think I’ll die tomorrow, but the first year of the rest of my life is coming up, this have become an obsession with me…
So please;
Can I have a picture of you,,,,I talk a lot about you guys to my parents and they and I would love to know what you look like…
If you don’t want to put it here my email is
awbjoern@stofanet.dk
And about email addresses,
Can I put your mail in my book for my parents to see and write to the day I’m note here anymore??
I know this is macabre and disgusting and I promise I wont die now….I just need to get this done to be able to move on….
No matter what…I love you♥