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Sep 27, 2006 20:10

I consider myself a fairly patient person. I can let things eat away at me with the best of them, especially the people who like to go fishing and never even get a bite. But after a while, like 3-4 months, I can only take so much pertaining to my job search. I don't want people to try and find me a job by e-mailing my mother. Yes, mentors and that are being nice, and thinking of me, but what the hell is the point of sending information to my mother when they have my e-mail address themselves? Seriously. Once someone sends something to my mother, then I'm royally screwed, because that sends my mother on a rampage on how I should at least apply for the part time position that doesn't even come close to covering the pay that I need to make in order to survive the real world. I appreciate the fact that people are looking out for me, but I am able to find my own job. Besides, once you get my mother going, I end up with a very low self-esteem because my mother has this special way of talking to me in a tone that makes me feel really really really stupid; whether that is intended or not, it is how I feel. So let me make this clear, I don't want any help from people finding a job. People don't know me as well as they think when it comes to what I do best in a work environment. The more people breath down my fucking back about not having a job, the more I want to stab myself repeatedly and reap whatever consequences come from that action. I have my needs planned out and I will know the right job when it comes to me: IN GOD'S TIME! I am reaching the point where I cannot be polite about people finding a job for me, if they like the job that much, then why don't they take it for themselves!

Leave me alone when it comes to a job. I am already in contact with the temp agency.
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