Is my timing that flawed...?
Quiet desperation.
I used to be better at hiding it than this. Didn't used to sulk and swear and pout at people at work. Didn't used to let people think of me as such a stressy angry bitch. Would rather they just liked me. Want someone to like me.
I'm nearly twenty-five and I'm miserable. Convinced I'll die alone, can barely motivate myself to do anything - got my car insurance sorted on Sunday and truthfully, it was a massive job. Felt like a massive job anyway.
Oh, fuck this. I've got tons to say but don't know how to.
I used to be better at hiding it than this. Didn't used to sulk and swear and pout at people at work. Didn't used to let people think of me as such a stressy angry bitch. Would rather they just liked me. Want someone to like me.
I'm nearly twenty-five and I'm miserable. Convinced I'll die alone, can barely motivate myself to do anything - got my car insurance sorted on Sunday and truthfully, it was a massive job. Felt like a massive job anyway.
Oh, fuck this. I've got tons to say but don't know how to.