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Am exhausted. Very difficult few weeks in some ways but excellent in others.
Have a week off (so if you've mailed me this is why I haven't replied. Will be catching up on stuff on thursday), went to Hayden's first birthday on sat and met Jonah for the first time. Sunday realised I had very seriously screwd my finances and I can only just about afford to eat for the next two years and that is about it. Have considered not going to Uni but I don't want to stop now and I can push money about a bit. I am a fucking massive idiot who can't look after herself though. Spent much of my time crying about this then visited mum on Monday who calmed me down, am going to a castle tomorrow with airhead (my only best friend who hasn't LEFT THE COUNTRY! :-O) spent all today cleaning house. Now people can come to house and not realise I am not very good at life things. Hurrah
Would anybody who doesn't have to work on friday like to do a thing that costs no money?
Have a week off (so if you've mailed me this is why I haven't replied. Will be catching up on stuff on thursday), went to Hayden's first birthday on sat and met Jonah for the first time. Sunday realised I had very seriously screwd my finances and I can only just about afford to eat for the next two years and that is about it. Have considered not going to Uni but I don't want to stop now and I can push money about a bit. I am a fucking massive idiot who can't look after herself though. Spent much of my time crying about this then visited mum on Monday who calmed me down, am going to a castle tomorrow with airhead (my only best friend who hasn't LEFT THE COUNTRY! :-O) spent all today cleaning house. Now people can come to house and not realise I am not very good at life things. Hurrah
Would anybody who doesn't have to work on friday like to do a thing that costs no money?