greetings from the wise one
So I just realized that I haven't updated this thing in over a month, and I apologize for that. I've just been so busy/stressed out from stuff that I haven't had time to stop and update this blog.
I graduated last saturday! I can't believe I'm done, its a really surreal experience. I've never gotten comfortable with change and this is a huge change to overcome. I no longer have my apartment, which I miss terribly. I had everything just so and I really liked my privacy. I miss the twins even more, I miss seeing them everyday and discussing everything in our lives, I miss being able to go to the barn and visit everyone there. I had to say goodbye to my friends at the barn today, and it was very difficult. When I started giving Go-Go a hug I started crying in her stall, it was really difficult not to start sobbing but I held back because there were a bunch of people in the barn. *sighs* bye ponies, I will miss you.
All of my stuff is a disorganized mess, I don't I realized how much stuff I have until I have to move it! Too many clothes dammit.
I do have a shway new graduation gift from my sister though, and I'm typing on it as we speak! It's a sony VISTA laptop, and its gorgeous. Trust me people, you are going to see this laptop sooner or later; I'm too proud of it to hide it from anyone. Thanks again Jenny for such a great gift, you really did surprise me...nice job. Jody also gave me a really sweet and personal gift, it's a horse pin that belonged to her grandmother, who really loved horses. Yeah, I cried when I said goodbye to her too.
I hopefully will keep in contact with everyone from college, but I know it will never be the same. We won't have the same experiences outside of college ya know?
The memories I have will stay with me, as well as the friendships.
So I am just relaxing for a little bit, trying to collect my thoughts and hopefully start applying for jobs soon. If you are home or around, I want to see you ASAP DAMMIT. I miss everyone and want to spend as much time with you guys as possible!
Alrighty, I'm starting to get lazy typing this, so I am off.
Just remember that I love all of you, and I hope you know how precious you all are to me.
I graduated last saturday! I can't believe I'm done, its a really surreal experience. I've never gotten comfortable with change and this is a huge change to overcome. I no longer have my apartment, which I miss terribly. I had everything just so and I really liked my privacy. I miss the twins even more, I miss seeing them everyday and discussing everything in our lives, I miss being able to go to the barn and visit everyone there. I had to say goodbye to my friends at the barn today, and it was very difficult. When I started giving Go-Go a hug I started crying in her stall, it was really difficult not to start sobbing but I held back because there were a bunch of people in the barn. *sighs* bye ponies, I will miss you.
All of my stuff is a disorganized mess, I don't I realized how much stuff I have until I have to move it! Too many clothes dammit.
I do have a shway new graduation gift from my sister though, and I'm typing on it as we speak! It's a sony VISTA laptop, and its gorgeous. Trust me people, you are going to see this laptop sooner or later; I'm too proud of it to hide it from anyone. Thanks again Jenny for such a great gift, you really did surprise me...nice job. Jody also gave me a really sweet and personal gift, it's a horse pin that belonged to her grandmother, who really loved horses. Yeah, I cried when I said goodbye to her too.
I hopefully will keep in contact with everyone from college, but I know it will never be the same. We won't have the same experiences outside of college ya know?
The memories I have will stay with me, as well as the friendships.
So I am just relaxing for a little bit, trying to collect my thoughts and hopefully start applying for jobs soon. If you are home or around, I want to see you ASAP DAMMIT. I miss everyone and want to spend as much time with you guys as possible!
Alrighty, I'm starting to get lazy typing this, so I am off.
Just remember that I love all of you, and I hope you know how precious you all are to me.