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Haven't posted here in an age.
Lots of internal stuff going on. Trying to make it all manifest into action.
Actions I've taken, or practical steps
1. Classes for Texas Master Naturalist
2. Kitties caught up on appointments
3. Slow but sure organizing/cleaning of apartment
4. Sat down and chatted with director, discussing goals and hopes
5. Updated driver's license
6. Met goal of working in vet room
7. Put effort into making home-cooked, nutritious meals
8. Some writing happening, including articles
I feel like I have a mood disorder, very much mood swings. Feel like I just need some kind of stabilizer to help take the edge off. Might make 1000 percent difference?
Still feel isolated.
Really need to send my resume to different places, apply for positions. Need a living wage to make ends meet. Need something that allows me to have access to medical care, and re-establish a retirement/savings plan. Those are the two major benefits needed. Others: paid time off (vacations/holidays, sick/family leave).
I've let so many things slip through the cracks, with no one to blame but myself. But I also have to believe that I can get back on track again, and make it better. Or at least go in the right direction, and make it better than it is right now.
Lots of internal stuff going on. Trying to make it all manifest into action.
Actions I've taken, or practical steps
1. Classes for Texas Master Naturalist
2. Kitties caught up on appointments
3. Slow but sure organizing/cleaning of apartment
4. Sat down and chatted with director, discussing goals and hopes
5. Updated driver's license
6. Met goal of working in vet room
7. Put effort into making home-cooked, nutritious meals
8. Some writing happening, including articles
I feel like I have a mood disorder, very much mood swings. Feel like I just need some kind of stabilizer to help take the edge off. Might make 1000 percent difference?
Still feel isolated.
Really need to send my resume to different places, apply for positions. Need a living wage to make ends meet. Need something that allows me to have access to medical care, and re-establish a retirement/savings plan. Those are the two major benefits needed. Others: paid time off (vacations/holidays, sick/family leave).
I've let so many things slip through the cracks, with no one to blame but myself. But I also have to believe that I can get back on track again, and make it better. Or at least go in the right direction, and make it better than it is right now.