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[piplayboynk]

hey well u like mi new lj?? lol i do well its hard 4 me 2 say good bye 2 him... i understand how he feels... ( i just thought he loved me and it would wrk) but u no i dont uhh i oved him and i still do and i can never stop no matter what happens well im ready 4 nething i guess i just hope he understands that we r going 2 still b close and im sry 4 his new ( thing as ud call chick) i love u and i wish u the best of luck? i realli dont wanna let go....... hes everything and more 2 me but i think hes made it clear that he wants "us" 2 stop? o well she just better not hurt him because mi babyboy is gentle and sweet and caring and FUCKING AWSOME and the best u could have and if i was back home wed be 2gether no doubt mi ma wants me bak bAD but i dunno if its the rite thing 2 do. i hope he gets this job he wants it would mean alot 2 him and his fam. and that means sumthing 2 me ... i love him with all mi heart but maybe its best 2 move on he will still cum up here 4 spring break i dont care haha and he will hopefully be here 4 mi birthday weekend well im gonna go take a shower now .... FaT MiKe i Love u and talk 2 ya ma bout me cummin down ...

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