in school

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im updating again. this weekend was great.i went up to see elise. at first some shit went wrong but really i dont care. the whole weekend was the greatest. i cant remember the last time i was so happy for a while. i stayed sat sun mon and left tue at like 8. i hate leaving from there. as much as i hate the place b cause it takes her away from me, i want to go live there. and im going to do it. its really cheap and i can afford it with a minimum wage job. its $550 a month for a one room, 2 bath, with a living room, kitchen, and washer and drier outlets and connections. on top of that, the owner of the apartment is the one renting it, and they said theyre paying for utilities. i think its a sweet deal, but im going to keep looking around. i just want to be anywhere closer to her and somewhere away from all the distractions and drugs that keep me from progressing in my life. yeah sure theyre fun and all, but im stuck back in the same bullshit that i was stuck in last year at the same fucking time of the year, and at that time i got arrested. yeah, im not looking forward to that again. i feel like i have to be more responsable now. i mean, what the fuck am i going to do for the rest of my life if now, when i have to start it, im fucking around all the time and not doing what i have to do. yeah, so from now on im going to school and im not gonna fuck up in there. and im going to work and im gonna get my money and put it away to go live with elise. honestly i know that in my heart and mind saving money to go up and live with elise is way more impotant than using it to get high. ...-elise=my antidrug-... =D
well im out homies. for this dilema im having now in my life, im going to post another quote spiken to me by my father. (clever man he is)

quote:"its better to shoot for the stars and land on the moon, than shoot for the moon and land back on the ground." -jose sindulfo gallardo-

laterZ