May 04, 2004 22:37
today we boxed... i boxed knibz, jesus, jerson, and this guy.... david i think... i dont remember.... i beat knibz, if i would have tried harder i would have whooped jesus but we called it quits and it was sort of even, and i kicked jersons ass... but the david guy whooped me up. like he got a few good licks but i didnt wuit. at the end after he had knocked me around a bit... i got in like 4 er 5 good punches and i know that one caught his nose... and i heard the slapping n shit... i know i hit his ass hard as fuck... i was sort of madd b cause he was winning...
well i was feeling inspired n shit so i wrote this ... its not that good but its what came out... so im gonna share... laterZ
the shards reveal...
i once had something so great to me
but great things last only so long
so there it was the end
you looking back at me
flooding over your eye lids
in a sense i felt accomplished
as if i had gotten back at you and the world
but soon it hit me that it was over
it was too late
i destroyed it all with the sledge hammer of selfishness
shattered it all
though i still look down at the shards
and i see my reflection
i seem pitiful and weak
withought you
so i take the tube
and begin to glue the peices together again
but now that it has been broken
it is more fragile that before
the slightest force and pressure
will break it once more
but the fantasy fades
and your still crying
hating me inside
regreting my existance
i dont lay you the blame
i regret it too
it was ashame that something was born as awfull as me
to do what i did to you...