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[piphilexe]

So last night was a horrible night, and I guess it was horrible for a lot of people. But man I felt my heart rip apart last night. Cory went to the bars last night.. and came home puking EVERYWHERE. And I dont know why I did this but I started to help him ya know. I was tryin to be a good friend. After like 15 minutes he stopped puking. Didnt say thank you or anything. And called Megan his new girlfriend. And was saying all this shit like " I miss you. I cant wait to see you. I want to be there so bad." And I lost it. BC he NEVER said that shit to me. Especially not over the phone, or around other poeple. And he just kept saying those things to her over and over.. like purposely trying to hurt me. And i just sat there. Then i went upstairs cause I couldnt take it anymore, 15 minutes later i went to check on him and he wasnt on the couch downstairs on the porch so i panicked thinking the cops picked him up or something so i called his phone, and he was sitting in his car.. he was going to Anderson. (which by the way that is where his girlfriend lives) and i was like dude you are shit faced you cant drive anywhere you can barely keep your eyes open.. just wait until the morning and you can drive there.. and he said to me "FUCK YOU!FUCK YOU! IM FUCKING LEAVING!" and drove off. and the only thing i could think at that time was well i hope he dies. that is the worst thing to think ever. so i called marques to call him, but cory would know that i called marques and told him to call cory. but i mean i even told marques like i dont care how shitty this is.. i either want him to get pulled over, or i want him to get into an accident. bc he thinks he is tough shit right now and nothing bad can happen to him. i just wanted something to happen. so it would be a slap in the face! he needs to learn his lesson. that smoking weed and drinking till you cant stand anymore .. isnt good before you take a 30 minute drive.

he is like trying to hurt me so bad, and i keep letting him. so i quit. i give up. i dont care what happens to the guy. bc i tried. i tried to be his friend... and he still treated me like shit. so i quit. fuck him!