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Mar 17, 2005 19:12

my parents are mad at me because i got an A 2 Bs and a C+ in spanish.... Its only because i don't try. And there pissed AND I DON'T CARE!!! "ur gunna ruin you life" Yea Right. They Lie,
Im appiling for a job @ subway... i need to get a work permit from teh office. O really want to work there. So i could work with Holden and Renwick. AND its Subway.... I want to Work alot more than i want to be in school. I don't know why but i just LOVE proving people wrong... I think thats why i like to Not try... to prove people wrong. I enjoy being average, i really do. Because i already know that im not going to be the upper 1% and i hope im not the bottom 5%. So i say 3.0-3.5 Is perfectly FINE, why try when it dosen't matter. High School is 95% of stuff you'll never use again. For Example if you get All As in Math and fail every other class chances are... ur gunna be a math person like a teacher or something. Or if u fail everything but history ur gunna do something related to history. In my case, i am taking no classes at the time that im intrested in SO i don't try in any of them. I only try if i Have to make the grade. Sorry im just alittle angry, im gettin sick of Hearing " you know your better" or " your operating lower than you potential" FUCK potential. Potential only works if you want, and i don't. SO ill ruin my life with 3.0 avg... or atleast thats the way it seems from my parents. Im gunna flunk out of high school and be a crack head on a 3.0avg.... You all can make your own opinion on my matter but im gunna let it be.

I took my "big ass spanish test" today... i think i only got 2 wrong. I study for 40 minutes in seminar and that was it. speaking of seminar, i was in it today. I wrote a pass to the bathroom and under my pass i had written Big Ass Spanish test earlier.... i didnt think of it. Mr. Smith saw it and refused to signed my pass, said " i can't believe how low the standards are in this school" " i can't even believe u would write that" i was in a paticualry good mood and i didnt feel like starting shit because my parents are already pissed, so i just said ok and sat down. the people around wondered what i wrote.. when i told them they were also surprised by his reaction... I guess that just backs up the statment " I'm going to hell who is comming with me?"
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