i hate texas storms...
so...
there was a huge storm last night that knocked the internet out and i wasn't able to post this when i wanted to.
anyway...
my lil ones and i were on aim talking to effie and watching youtube videos when inglet and i bonded. i showed her some old GC videos and was telling her about the time we went to thier concert and how important the song "hold on" was to my friends and i. and we got to talking about dan and then daddy and by the middle of the video we were both sobbing...emilius was more than a little freaked...poor thing. but it just reminded me that i'm not done healing, i don't think i'll ever be healed...but i think someday i'll be ok. yeah, so now i also miss all my cunjunto buddies in the MA. i wanna go back soon, but i really don't want to deal w/ the drama that i still know is there...just waiting for me.
so i watched buffy last night to cheer me up...but of course.
hmm...major writer's block...maybe there'll be more later.
Shalom
P.E.
there was a huge storm last night that knocked the internet out and i wasn't able to post this when i wanted to.
anyway...
my lil ones and i were on aim talking to effie and watching youtube videos when inglet and i bonded. i showed her some old GC videos and was telling her about the time we went to thier concert and how important the song "hold on" was to my friends and i. and we got to talking about dan and then daddy and by the middle of the video we were both sobbing...emilius was more than a little freaked...poor thing. but it just reminded me that i'm not done healing, i don't think i'll ever be healed...but i think someday i'll be ok. yeah, so now i also miss all my cunjunto buddies in the MA. i wanna go back soon, but i really don't want to deal w/ the drama that i still know is there...just waiting for me.
so i watched buffy last night to cheer me up...but of course.
hmm...major writer's block...maybe there'll be more later.
Shalom
P.E.