About My Last Post...
Ok so everything isn't all that bad...
Aaron and I have both moved on. And we have come to terms with each other and now we are civil to each other...
I'm still not liking the fact that I have to live with my dad but at least it's somewhere to stay while I'm getting back on my feet. And as much of a jerk my dad can be sometimes I know that he is always going to help me when I need it... With or without a lecture...
And I don't really hate my life... I was pretty pissed at the time that I wrote that entry and there are some things that still upset me but I'll get over them... I always do, don't I? But of course it always helps to have someone to be there for you and Tyler is that person for me... Him just being around me makes me feel better. Which is why I can't wait to move in with him...
And yes I know I'm just getting out of a marriage and I probably shouldn't be getting involve with another guy... But 2 things...
1: Technically my marriage never really was a "marriage" I got married earlier then we planned for insurance... Our marriage was over before it even started...
I believe that if we hadn't we would've discovered that we weren't meant to be and we would've just had to deal with custody for the baby and not a divorce and life would be so much easier right now...
2: It's my life... And if I choose to get in relationship with another guy whether it'd be Tyler or anyone else then that's my business and if it's a mistake then it's a mistake that I'm welling to take... My life couldn't get much worse then it is now... so if it doesn't work out then whatever... It wouldn't be the first time...
And yes I know there is a baby involved now and no one knows more then me that she comes first... And trust me she does... So if anyone has a problem with how I'm running my life then keep it to yourself. Because I don't want to hear anymore lecturing. Because I'm not going to listen.
It's my life... I'm going to live it the way I want to. So back off...
Aaron and I have both moved on. And we have come to terms with each other and now we are civil to each other...
I'm still not liking the fact that I have to live with my dad but at least it's somewhere to stay while I'm getting back on my feet. And as much of a jerk my dad can be sometimes I know that he is always going to help me when I need it... With or without a lecture...
And I don't really hate my life... I was pretty pissed at the time that I wrote that entry and there are some things that still upset me but I'll get over them... I always do, don't I? But of course it always helps to have someone to be there for you and Tyler is that person for me... Him just being around me makes me feel better. Which is why I can't wait to move in with him...
And yes I know I'm just getting out of a marriage and I probably shouldn't be getting involve with another guy... But 2 things...
1: Technically my marriage never really was a "marriage" I got married earlier then we planned for insurance... Our marriage was over before it even started...
I believe that if we hadn't we would've discovered that we weren't meant to be and we would've just had to deal with custody for the baby and not a divorce and life would be so much easier right now...
2: It's my life... And if I choose to get in relationship with another guy whether it'd be Tyler or anyone else then that's my business and if it's a mistake then it's a mistake that I'm welling to take... My life couldn't get much worse then it is now... so if it doesn't work out then whatever... It wouldn't be the first time...
And yes I know there is a baby involved now and no one knows more then me that she comes first... And trust me she does... So if anyone has a problem with how I'm running my life then keep it to yourself. Because I don't want to hear anymore lecturing. Because I'm not going to listen.
It's my life... I'm going to live it the way I want to. So back off...