May 13, 2003 21:47
I told off John! FUCK YEA! That felt so damn good! I swear if I ever see that kid he is getting a swift kick in the nuts. Because that is all he deserves. John is Artys... well.. was Arty's good friend that I dated back last June before me Amanda Tom and Arty started hanging out a lot. Before that it was me, Amanda, Mike, John.... Amanda was with Mike, and I was with John. Than Tom started hanging out a bit, and he was trying to hook me and John up but basically the only reason why John wanted to be with me was because he assumed mad shit about me and thought I was 'easy'. And I will make this well known. I'm a virgin. I almost slept with one guy but he knew I wasn't ready and well he respected that and I love him for that... BUT ANYWAY.
Yes this kid wanted to be with me because he thought I was easy. He was a little alcoholic, would try to get me drunk so he could 'have his way with me' But anytime he tried, Tom was around to make sure I was okay. John was a sweetheart though for awhile. But he did not understand the meaning of the words NO. N-O was not in his vocabulary. He once tried to slip something in my drink, after we weren't together anymore, but Tom found it, and dumped the drink and would not let me touch anything again that night... ( You see why I love tom so much? He has done so much for me. )
Anyway, I finally got to tell him how I feel about him, how I think he's lower than dirt because he is AND IT FEELS FABULOUS! He stopped bothering me once me and Arty started seeing each other, once Arty gained feelings for me, it was around beginning of September, he threatened John, who was a good friend of his and told him if he hears one rumor flying around about me, or if he finds out that he is being anything less thana gentleman to me, he will find his ass sliced one a street corner. I only found out why John was being so nice to me after me and Arty ended it completely around New Years. Tom told me. Tom had threatened him to, but never made it so graphic, because he was better friends with John that Arty was, but tom told me if he ever physically hurt me, he'd be lacking arms and legs.
But he keeps IMing me lately, because he 'misses me' and I am just like What the fuck? So finally I told him today. What the fuck are you IMing me for.. And he was like "To talk, I miss you. We shared some good times." I was like "Oh we did? That must be the alcohol because shit we didn't share anything special." But yes. I told him off. Told him how worthless I really believe he is. THANK GOD it's something i have been wanting to do for ages now. And I have on occasion but not enough fro him to leave me the hell alone and so WOOOOOOOOO!