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Ok I have not written in awhile and I decided to today. I spoke about Andrew last week sometime and well things with him are not going to happen. I mean he is hott, gorgeous, you name it... But our personalities don't click as well as I thought they would... Plus he told me about his psychotic stalkerish ex girlfriend and that completely pushed me away from him because I have dealt with my share of ex's with ex girlfriends who are insane. I am not looking to be threatened about having my neck slashed again. SO. Moving on
Today, I got a phone call, that touched me more than I wish it would have. But seriously it made me feel amazing.. and this one person has their way with me to make me feel like that. I got a phone call, and it's mother's day, and arty had called me and wished me a happy mother's day. Mind you I have not spoken to him in awhile, except little here and there bothering each other online. And I was just like "Um, when did I turn into a mom.. because if I did.. I was not aware..." And he was just like.. "Well, when we were still talking, we spoke of it, and well I just wanted to wish you a happy mother's day and tell you....." And I was just speechless listening to him because we did talk about having children if we could stay togetehr for about a year and we felt we were ready because of the simple fact that as I get older, the harder it is for me to get pregnant. But yea.. Than he was like "Ok, I'm going to go.. Bye" And he hung up the phone, and I don't know I started crying. He always knows the right, and wrong things to say at all the right times and it drives me nuts.. But that touched me so much that I just had to write a journal entry about it... And Yeah.. He had this song on in the background and he sung it to me when we were going to get back together, and yeah.. that's the deal and hahaha now I am all emotional.
Got somebody she's a beauty
Very special really and truly
Take good care of me like it's her duty
Want you right by my side night and day
No lettting go No holding back
Because you are my lady
When I'm with you its all a that
Girl I, am so glad we've dated
No letting go No holding back
No holding Back no
When I'm with you it's all a that
All a that
They say good things must come to an end
But I'm optimistic about being your friend
Though I made you cry by my doings
With Keisha and Annesha but that
Was back then
No lettting go No holding back
Because you are my lady
When I'm with you its all a that
Girl I, am so glad we've dated
No letting go No holding back
No holding Back no
When I'm with you it's all a that
All a that
Really appreciate you loving me
After all that we've been thru
Really appreciate you loving me
All times,time
Got somebody she's a beauty
Very special really and truly
Take good care of me like it's her duty
Want you right by my side night and day
No lettting go No holding back
Because you are my lady
When I'm with you its all a that
Girl I, am so glad we've dated
No letting go No holding back
No holding Back no
When I'm with you it's all a that
All a that
Today, I got a phone call, that touched me more than I wish it would have. But seriously it made me feel amazing.. and this one person has their way with me to make me feel like that. I got a phone call, and it's mother's day, and arty had called me and wished me a happy mother's day. Mind you I have not spoken to him in awhile, except little here and there bothering each other online. And I was just like "Um, when did I turn into a mom.. because if I did.. I was not aware..." And he was just like.. "Well, when we were still talking, we spoke of it, and well I just wanted to wish you a happy mother's day and tell you....." And I was just speechless listening to him because we did talk about having children if we could stay togetehr for about a year and we felt we were ready because of the simple fact that as I get older, the harder it is for me to get pregnant. But yea.. Than he was like "Ok, I'm going to go.. Bye" And he hung up the phone, and I don't know I started crying. He always knows the right, and wrong things to say at all the right times and it drives me nuts.. But that touched me so much that I just had to write a journal entry about it... And Yeah.. He had this song on in the background and he sung it to me when we were going to get back together, and yeah.. that's the deal and hahaha now I am all emotional.
Got somebody she's a beauty
Very special really and truly
Take good care of me like it's her duty
Want you right by my side night and day
No lettting go No holding back
Because you are my lady
When I'm with you its all a that
Girl I, am so glad we've dated
No letting go No holding back
No holding Back no
When I'm with you it's all a that
All a that
They say good things must come to an end
But I'm optimistic about being your friend
Though I made you cry by my doings
With Keisha and Annesha but that
Was back then
No lettting go No holding back
Because you are my lady
When I'm with you its all a that
Girl I, am so glad we've dated
No letting go No holding back
No holding Back no
When I'm with you it's all a that
All a that
Really appreciate you loving me
After all that we've been thru
Really appreciate you loving me
All times,time
Got somebody she's a beauty
Very special really and truly
Take good care of me like it's her duty
Want you right by my side night and day
No lettting go No holding back
Because you are my lady
When I'm with you its all a that
Girl I, am so glad we've dated
No letting go No holding back
No holding Back no
When I'm with you it's all a that
All a that