What is this?
The last time I saw him, the first few minutes -- extreme relief, then shaking nervousness.
Everything is much more than I thought it could be.
I'm not sure what this is. I have certainly loved before. Steady, easy, growing, spreading, warm light-filled love. This is not that. Or, not yet. This is forceful, piercing, knocking me down. From 900 miles away.
I didn't think I had this much in me. I think I just couldn't find it -- buried behind things I wasn't allowed to look at. He points to them. Asks. Uncovers.
We say back and forth; "I hope I am not too much for you."
Everything is much more than I thought it could be.
I'm not sure what this is. I have certainly loved before. Steady, easy, growing, spreading, warm light-filled love. This is not that. Or, not yet. This is forceful, piercing, knocking me down. From 900 miles away.
I didn't think I had this much in me. I think I just couldn't find it -- buried behind things I wasn't allowed to look at. He points to them. Asks. Uncovers.
We say back and forth; "I hope I am not too much for you."