Self confidence issues. Rambling. Skip.
I just wish I could do something about my self confidence.
I'm not tan, blond, and I don't look good in a bikini. My smile doesn't make people's hearts' flutter, and my voice is not soothing. I just--matched with my horrible new self that I have become I have no self confidence left. When I moved to Denver I had all the self confidence in the world. Sure I still thought I was fat--but who cares. I was this fun, quirky, laugh out loud, couldn't wipe the smile off my face girl..and now I don't have that anymore. So then who am I? I'm not physically attractive, but what's worse is that I'm not the same Annie anymore.
What can I do?
In other news some dude named Luke is going to be spending the next few days here at Casa de Sean--which I am so utterly not looking forward to. If you knew the disgusting relationship that Sean once had and/or still does have with Luke you'd feel the same way. ...I just might have to go to my apartment that I pay rent for. Anyone want to take me in?
I'm not tan, blond, and I don't look good in a bikini. My smile doesn't make people's hearts' flutter, and my voice is not soothing. I just--matched with my horrible new self that I have become I have no self confidence left. When I moved to Denver I had all the self confidence in the world. Sure I still thought I was fat--but who cares. I was this fun, quirky, laugh out loud, couldn't wipe the smile off my face girl..and now I don't have that anymore. So then who am I? I'm not physically attractive, but what's worse is that I'm not the same Annie anymore.
What can I do?
In other news some dude named Luke is going to be spending the next few days here at Casa de Sean--which I am so utterly not looking forward to. If you knew the disgusting relationship that Sean once had and/or still does have with Luke you'd feel the same way. ...I just might have to go to my apartment that I pay rent for. Anyone want to take me in?