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why in HELL does it have to be like this...why cant things just be normal, its like this extreme polarity...either super happy, loving everyone, or wanting everyone to go away. lead your own little happy lives, completley unaware of the pain that they cause people around you. when did things get so fucked up is my question. when did it become last year with different players, different scenes, but the exact same endings? you would think that experiance is the best way of learning, but no. it still comes back to the same mistakes the same fears, and the same exact pain. I'm no better off than i was 12 months ago...and that scares me shitless
