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so snow days completley make the winter more tollerable
at 9...stephanie called (waking me up but it was toally worth it). see our deal was that if there was a snow day, we were going to mo's, end of story...so she gets dropped off, we walk to mo's in the cold and eat a yummy brunch of strawberry rasperry pancakes and an omlette, we walk home...almost get hit by a truck, and the creepy people at the group home at the end of the street open the window to stare as we go by
we then proceed to watch lots and lots of...the ashlee simpson show...its sad i know but tons of fun in a sick ditzy girl way.. then went on a brief but sucessful thrift shop excursion at the clothes horse...shirt, scarf thing, and blazer for 5.25 not too shabby eh?
drop steph off, then go to htfd. stage for the second and final fitting for the walk-on on saturday...annalee was there and she stole me from my dad and we went touring the set...then i tried on the rest of the clothes which ps...i found out i get to keep..how sweet is that
then left and came home...i then had an impromptu visit over at my sisters..the intended 15 min lasted over an hour...but i swear when i go over there i can't leave...as i was just telling andrea, gabey seriously has this power over me to make me happy whenever hes around...my dad and i were sitting wiht them while they were eating dinner and they were all talking and gabey and i were playing and all of a sudden he just goes...i love you tukki...ughh it totally made my week
so that was my day
back to hell tomorrow
i swear i can not take another year
or another day without my liscense
i feel really uncreative right now...and i dont like that
im looking at all the photographs on my wall from the fall and wondering how long its been since ive been in the darkroom
im going to gordons memorial service on saturday..mostly for my sister...case she asked me to..but i realized how much its been affecting me..i mean i didnt know him, but ive known chastity basically since i was born..and being at my sisters tonite..i was watching the three of them and it was just like..what would this family be like without jason...it was scarily real...and it made me understand everything in a way that i hadn't been able to so far
its gonna be a bitter sweer weekend...the memorial on saturday...then the walk-on...just to be surrounded by everyone who loves me and is supporting me in something im getting more and more nervous about it really comforting...and i get to see adam...that always just makes me happy
longest entry of my life
at 9...stephanie called (waking me up but it was toally worth it). see our deal was that if there was a snow day, we were going to mo's, end of story...so she gets dropped off, we walk to mo's in the cold and eat a yummy brunch of strawberry rasperry pancakes and an omlette, we walk home...almost get hit by a truck, and the creepy people at the group home at the end of the street open the window to stare as we go by
we then proceed to watch lots and lots of...the ashlee simpson show...its sad i know but tons of fun in a sick ditzy girl way.. then went on a brief but sucessful thrift shop excursion at the clothes horse...shirt, scarf thing, and blazer for 5.25 not too shabby eh?
drop steph off, then go to htfd. stage for the second and final fitting for the walk-on on saturday...annalee was there and she stole me from my dad and we went touring the set...then i tried on the rest of the clothes which ps...i found out i get to keep..how sweet is that
then left and came home...i then had an impromptu visit over at my sisters..the intended 15 min lasted over an hour...but i swear when i go over there i can't leave...as i was just telling andrea, gabey seriously has this power over me to make me happy whenever hes around...my dad and i were sitting wiht them while they were eating dinner and they were all talking and gabey and i were playing and all of a sudden he just goes...i love you tukki...ughh it totally made my week
so that was my day
back to hell tomorrow
i swear i can not take another year
or another day without my liscense
i feel really uncreative right now...and i dont like that
im looking at all the photographs on my wall from the fall and wondering how long its been since ive been in the darkroom
im going to gordons memorial service on saturday..mostly for my sister...case she asked me to..but i realized how much its been affecting me..i mean i didnt know him, but ive known chastity basically since i was born..and being at my sisters tonite..i was watching the three of them and it was just like..what would this family be like without jason...it was scarily real...and it made me understand everything in a way that i hadn't been able to so far
its gonna be a bitter sweer weekend...the memorial on saturday...then the walk-on...just to be surrounded by everyone who loves me and is supporting me in something im getting more and more nervous about it really comforting...and i get to see adam...that always just makes me happy
longest entry of my life