Feb 11, 2005 05:12
so i am discontinuing this live journal ... also i am leaving my phone number for any one of you who would still like to remain friends with me ... 727 244 1377 i will not be around new college for the same reason i am a good person .. 99.9 % i have done nothing wrong and if this statement is a lie i hope to burn in hell for the rest of my life ... tonight my car died perminently irving is going to the junkyard .. along with everything in it ... i dont need any of those things .. i think the most important thing i took was an 8 dollar razor ... i told my dad i was gay and he cried ... telling me maybe one day i would find a good woman to change that and to not tell my other family members i havent told ... i lost my first love for an unknown reason which will not be disclosed at this hour day week year whatever.. i hope to god it was true for all of this to happen at once ....well i would have had to come out to my dad eventually and that car was a time bomb .. .. and trust me ... i am not cring over ANY of these things .. the only thing that came close was my dad .. he was the only person there for me when i needed him tonight ... i deserve alot more than all of this ...