Damn mercury retrograde!
Well, after a month trying daily to find somewhere to live here...and having the worst luck with getting ahold of people or getting a straight answer, and of course the bio male direct responce of NO...I am now forced to move back to spokane. I am almost 25 and I am moving fucking home. I can not believe this. I am hoping that its only for a month and a half and I can come back on July first and move in to my friends room when they go to SF, so that makes it a little more barable.
AND the bra that I ordered (because when you are a 38F you have to order your bras) and have been waiting excitedly everyday for is back ordered! Did they email me or call to tell me this? send a note in the place of the package? No. I had to call and talk to someone who could not understand my wretched legal last name (mental note: change your name a b-day present to yourself) and made me listen to horrid musak for 10 minutes to tell me its backordered. Goddamnit I am pmsing, don't they care that my tits HURT? assnecks.
I am really not as pissed as I sound. I actually have this strangely happy. Maybe just shut down, because I do that well these days. I mean there is only so long a person can be in survival mode and I think that 25 years is pushing it. But going back will be a break from the stress, and I wont have to tap into the money that I have to move into somewhere as I am out of spendable cash. So its all good.
side note:I got to see the porn I was in, for the first time in a public showing, at the gender and sexuality conference. It was sirreal. And hot, I am fucking hhhot, and thats enough to make a girl happy, and want to go have some alone time *wink*
AND the bra that I ordered (because when you are a 38F you have to order your bras) and have been waiting excitedly everyday for is back ordered! Did they email me or call to tell me this? send a note in the place of the package? No. I had to call and talk to someone who could not understand my wretched legal last name (mental note: change your name a b-day present to yourself) and made me listen to horrid musak for 10 minutes to tell me its backordered. Goddamnit I am pmsing, don't they care that my tits HURT? assnecks.
I am really not as pissed as I sound. I actually have this strangely happy. Maybe just shut down, because I do that well these days. I mean there is only so long a person can be in survival mode and I think that 25 years is pushing it. But going back will be a break from the stress, and I wont have to tap into the money that I have to move into somewhere as I am out of spendable cash. So its all good.
side note:I got to see the porn I was in, for the first time in a public showing, at the gender and sexuality conference. It was sirreal. And hot, I am fucking hhhot, and thats enough to make a girl happy, and want to go have some alone time *wink*