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ever like someone so much that in your mind, they are basically a different person b/c you imagine them the way you want them to be. but then when you realize how they really are....you are full of disappointment and disbelief. you thought they were a better person...someone who broke the mold. someone you can see yourself with happily. but then reality hits + you just find yourself with a broken heart. i'm a weakling. i'm too sensitive. why did i waste my time to even think you could be different? you're the same as the rest + you just hurt me as much as they have in the past.