Dec 09, 2004 19:46
i am currently listening to Anterrabae and they are so good it makes me warm inside. I studied for Latin today and i just remembered that i have to study for Science too. Damn the man Save the Empire. hmmm i think i am going to force myself to become a lesbian for the simple reason that my experiences with the opposite sex have turned out to be mistakes. I think i should stop "jumping in head first, and test the waters more" << so to speak >> Today was a queer day, i cant believe its already thrsday, this week went by so fucking fast. Maybe its cuz im not working for a slave driver anymore. I'm supposoed to hang out with AJ tomorrow, but guys are so unpredictable, that may not happen. If it doesnt then i shall hopefully hang out with someone else. I am not looking forward to going to west haven next saturday. i have a terrible feeling that if i see drew then my heart will scrunch up and explode. I dont know why because he is not a very nice person. and hes done some not so cool stuff to me. and i dont have those kind of feelings for him anymore. but i havent seen him for a while and i feel....vulnerable? it doesnt really matter because after saturday i probable wont see him for another 5 months or whatever it has been. ew why am i taking up all this space just talking about him. Well changing subject....Dan is coming down from college on saturday <3333 he gets to drive me around and do illegal stuffff! yay! oh and my bro comes home next week. that should be sweet. umm im gunna go and listen to more music now...im in a wierd mood. kind of unemotional if thats a word. holler.