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i've come to relize im truely a shitty person who only wants to do what i wanna do and i dont care who i fuck over or hurt to make it happen,and the part that scares me is...well is im ok with it,like when someone pisses me off for the simplist thing ill go out of my way to make their life a living hell,and i like act all jolly about it,and now i when people talk to me even if just a normal topic ill look them square in the eye and say why am i talking to u,and ill wait there for a reply...its like i just wanna sit back and watch the world burn,let the hospitals fall let the scum murder rape and steal,and let the innocent suffer but heres my question about how big of a joke life truely is if there justice in a un-just world then there is no justice,and if innocents can be taken then theres no innocent people,so in retro spect we're all scumbags just some are better at beig scumbags then others,i dont know i think and act like this,well no i guess i do cuz i see all the flaws in the world i ,i hate them it makes me truely sick seeing the crap that goes on everyday ,then i look in the mirror and see those same flaws so i hate myself,i guess why thats why i dont care about people anymore whats there to care about,no one is worth saving,but as long i have my cooking and a smoke booze this should keep me from being a super villian for now but when the day comes when those no longer do the job,i dont wanna know whata happen