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its amazing how ,a few words can completely change the mood in someone,even if your pointing out something someone said ,not even trying to hurt or make them feel awkward.nothing has really been the same for the past few months i dont like the person im turning into its like what i posted earlier im just waiting for whatever it is to rear its ugly head.i think differenting apart from claudia,like with everyday we getting further and further apart and i dunno it could be my fault,but i still find it hard to talk to her about a bunch of things based on the way she reacts to everything so basicly i duno i just dont tell her half the stuff i do becuase i know ill just get the same response and it sucks constantly being left under the impression that she just doesnt care,but yet if i do the same thing i get yelled at,or whatever i find more and more often im to blame for a bunch of stuff alot of the time and i dont understand why everything i say just keeps getting me more and more in the hole and its like the more right i try to the dirt just keeps falling in on top of me and its hard but yet i try and try just for... i dunno i just try because i love but lately i dunno im kind of on the ropes about her because i dunno its seem she just wants to seperate herself me and it fucking blows,well like a wise women once said "this is a give and take relationship,i give you shit and u take it" when do i get to deal out shit or by the way all hail the morrison clan,mattmo,jenifer and jane ,