May 20, 2007 00:31
Only this shit hole of an area can take people hopes and dreams and turn them into shit... Fuck the IE wannabe rappers with their 30 people entourage… They truly think this shit hole place will show community support… Fuck the IE depression were no self respecting business will open… That’s why the IE will never have good things… Oh exceptions Redlands and Rancho Cucamonga but they to have their own hoods as well… Also their majority is WHITE… Reality is the IE has way too much NIGGERS and BEANERS… I am not a racist my good black friends are not NIGGERS…. My good Hispanic friends are not BEANERS… But the majority of people in the IE IS!!! I can’t stand this place anymore… I hate this environment were they run supreme and I have to quote “FIT IN”… I’m tired of the fitted caps, line ups, looking tuff, have the appearance of money but broke as a joke, I’m tired of the mad dog looks, the envy, chasing, I quote “bitches” to just FUCK!!!, hip-hop that monotonous and crap, the lifestyle of rappers and R&B artist, were drugs, sex, money is the only thing that matter, where morals, decency, intelligence, hard work are made fun of…
I will leave this place and never look back, find a home at the beach, were I am no longer the minority and I don’t have to follow the line of the majority… My family will eventually leave this place, but my mind has already left this place…
That’s right the TRUTH…. That’s my truth if anyone will ever see this entry know that it is real… I’ve realized I am not black or Mexican… I will never fit in or be accepted as a friend or equal as long as I m the minority… Seriously if every country was as rich as the US no one will leave… If Asian were enslaved first they would have the majority and the trends…. What you call RACISM is normal for the world… For the US to shelter itself is idiotic….
I m tired of writing but I feel better because the show slows down and reality is I don’t want to be a rapper or in the entourage because I will find myself through myself… And not in everyone else’s dreams… But my dreams… My proper influences not the IE depression….