family time is an awsome thing

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this afternoon my mom, older sister amanda and i went to the beach. and then to this little dinner thing by the beach and got lunch and sat there for 3 hours talking about, well just about everything. mom called it our "Jesus talk" we got a lot out into the open. i used to smoke pot...a ton. not anymore but did a lot about two months ago. and the beginning of june i went to church camp. funny i know, but it taught me a lot. and i have since then stopped smoking. because i realized that i didnt need to smoke to have fun, or have friends. well today since we were getting everything out into the open i decided to tell my mom about it. i had already told my older sister, and she's 22 and still hasnt done it. so i was really scared to tell my mom. but to my surprise, she wasnt surprised to hear that i did. she told me that she had told my dad that she thought that i did, becuase of who i was hanging out with. there was no yelling and "i cant belive you"'s. she was asking if i still did adn i told her no, and she asked since mike ((the boyfriend)) is going away to collage am i going to go back to that, and as i was telling her no just to let it go. its the truth. im not going to. i did terrible in school when i started to, ended up with a 2.3 at the end of the year, and i had a 3.0 gpa. suxed! but it feels so good now that i told her! so if theres something you think you want to tell your parents...DO IT!! DONT HOLD IT IN!!!
gatta go call josie!
later kids <3