&; FAMiLY &; My fam's doin` alright. Me & my sister are gettin` close. I really like it. She's actually pretty fun to chill with, kinda a bitch sometimes, but, it's all good. That's part of her personality. We've kinda opened up to each other, finally. I jus hope it don't turn out bad. My step-dad's really tryin` to get me to like him again. He's kissin` some major ass. He pretty much does whatever I tell him. To a point. I love it <3
&; FRiENDS &; Everythin's straight in the friends area, some of my friends gone crazy crack / coke heads, buh it's all good. It's their lives there messin` up, not mines. Me, Ashley, Brian & Steve are all friends again. It's pretty cool. Kinda weird at times. But I <3 them three. I have a feelin` us four are gunna be friends for a long time. I ain't sayin` forever, because I doubt if that happens any more. ;// I hope it does, it'd be cool to be friends with them when I'm like in my 3O's & shit, have our kids all play together & shit like that ! lol.
&; SCHOOL &; Let's just say I'm pretty much FUCKED in this area. I'm still grounded & shit from my grades, but only on the weekdays, so on the weekends I can go out. Not that bad, considerin` I work durin` the week anyways. I'm doin` good in ECE, still failin` American Studies ( English & History ). But, my English teacher is lettin` me do make-up work & extra credit shit, my History teachers a dick, so he ain't. I'm failin` Algebra II, still. But since I transfered calsses I only have like 4 grades & they all happen to be bad. ;// I got a D in Earth Science, which ain't that bad for me. My mom will be happy, I hope.
&; GUYS &; UGH - wow. Let's see. My cusin's tryin` to hook me up with one of his boys. He's cool & everythin`, & he wants to get with me, & everyone keeps askin` me if I like him, I've only chilled with the guy twice, in two weeks. So I keep sayin` I dunno, I don't know him. So my cuzin keeps tellin` me, they're all gunna come out to my house, until I get to know him. lol. But, there's another guy I'm always thinkin` bout & it bugs me, so much ! Like, I don't even know why I like this guy. He's so not my "TYPE" @ all. We're friends & shit & normally, I don't get with guys that I'm friends with, coz it complicates things. But I don't know what's with this guy & why I can't get him outta my head. He's real cool & he's fun, but so, I don't even know. People think he's crushin` on me. But I don't. Like there's little stuff he says, that I don't know if he's tryin` to flirt, or if he's jus actin` stupid. UGH- Guys gimme headache's !
&; LJ SHiT &; I'm thinkin` bout makin` this shit FRiENDS ONLY again. I dunno tho. At first I was like I don't give a fuck who reads my shit. But now I'm like, I wanna know exactly who's readin` bout MY fuckin` life !