Oct 24, 2004 15:36
holy crap, it's been almost a month since i've done a public entry. wow..i don't even know where to start.
homecoming was amazing!! it was so much fun. and everyone looked great. everyone keeps telling me that they think that i might have had the prettiest dress there. before homecoming everyone (me, tina, matt, alex, katie, julie, aprille, lauren, veronica, mata, christian, matias, andrew, brielle, jackie, n more people i cant think of now) went over kaites house and we just took pictures and hung out while we were waiting for the limos then we all went to the hotel and had a blast. afterwards we just went back to katies and ate. and then i took alex home and went back to tinas with matt, katie and julie.
i've actually gotten really close with matt, which im happy about cus hes really cool. he really likes tina, and so do i! so we have that in common. lol. anyway, hes like the coolest guy i know.
me and alex broke up, cus he told me he was falling in love with me, and we had only been together for 2 weeks. im not really looking for that type of commitment right now so i got scared and broke up with him. =/ oh well. we're still friends which is cool.
work absolutely sucked for like the last 2 weeks cus me and thomas were fighting. we were on no talking terms all week. and then last night we went out back and talked for a little while and now everything's better and im happy. i really just dont even know how to explain anything that happens with him to anyone cus no one knows how i feel or what has happend between him and i. so no one understands. but whatever, i guess that makes me mysterious?
school sucks too. its sooooo hard. and now soccer started again. i made varsity again. =) im so out of shape though. bleh, i always feel like im gonna die at practice. but whatever, this season is gonna be fun. even though we're gonna suckkkk.
i really like jimmy gower. and um, i dunno, we're kinda together but then we're not. like we're not going out but we still kiss and hold hands and stuff. weird..but i like it, cus i dont feel like pressured to be in a commited relationship. i just wanna have fun with my friends but then i also wanna feel like someone cares about me and i get that with him. idk whatever. i really like him.
this weekend was awesome and if you're jimmy, tina, matt, katie, julie, jackie, jen, or juli, then you know why. i would write about it, but i know my parents will probably read this. so i wont. lol. SOOOOOOOOO MUCH FUN!! <3 u guys.
k i have to take my sister to my moms house and then i think im going to lunch with matt. =) byeeeeee.