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hey all- be sure to fill out the survey thingy. um.....life is terrible! ive finally realized that my dad doesnt give a shit bout me its all bout him and dawn and ive wanted to get help from my friends but they are all busy and no one could really talk, but i got a little of it out this evenng at karate with sam, im so tired of crying, and i hate crying in front of people and i really hate crying at schoolbut this whole situation has really brout me down, ive started taking it out on my friends! and i feel terrible but prom is here and im excited but its just hard to realize that the love and devotion that i thought my dad had tword me was made up hope that i put in my head.! i dont know how to describe or deal with this empty feeling inside! i feel so unloved and no matter how many of my friends say" i love u" it cant fill the hole of where the love my dad shld have for me would be. he says he loves me and he spends a lot of money on me but tht aint love, money is just paper! i dunno how to explain it, if NEONE can relate to me plz comment bc i have no ide how t deal w it