tuesdays...lame...
well today is tuesday..
and yesterday was monday..
which DEFINATLY felt like a monday..
argh..
it was sucha drag..i went to school..sat in first period...felt like i was gunna cry..soo i left school..after being in first for only like 15 minutes..
i went to school today with sumthing to look forward to after school..
which I KNOW got me through the day..
i went to starbucks and had a coffee with adam..
a "long lost friend" lol..
i havent seen or really talked to him since my freshman year..
and well im a jr now lol..
..soo umm yes...
it was crazy we talked about EVERYTHING and got caught up..
hes sucha funny and sweet guy..
its awsome..
he and i r gunna hangout again real soon soo im excited..
ive missed that boy!
umm im still down in the dumps bout my last boy interest..
it just sucks that it had to end..
i mean ya hes older than me..
but i mean u said u liked me u just thought itd b better if we werent more than friends cuz of the age difference..
but i mean if u like me...should that reason really stop u?
i mean shit id keep it on the DL if it was THAT big of deal..
i dunno im just upset cuz i really thought u were starting to like me..
guess not..
argh..
im gunna b a nun?
maybe?
either that or just b friends with boys and never anything else..
i dunno im just tired of getting hurt...
and crying of guys that probably dont even sweat it..
i dunno its just hard..
especially since i have a lot of other shit in my life to worry about besides that..
::humpf::..
i hate feeling like i could bust out in tears at any second..
i mean i know he and i werent like together or wuteva..
but i mean the way it ended the way i thought it might just work..
got my hopes up i guess u could say..
and it kills me.
and i feel like i shoulda known.
but i dunno like i said b4 it sucks..
a lot..
and yesterday was monday..
which DEFINATLY felt like a monday..
argh..
it was sucha drag..i went to school..sat in first period...felt like i was gunna cry..soo i left school..after being in first for only like 15 minutes..
i went to school today with sumthing to look forward to after school..
which I KNOW got me through the day..
i went to starbucks and had a coffee with adam..
a "long lost friend" lol..
i havent seen or really talked to him since my freshman year..
and well im a jr now lol..
..soo umm yes...
it was crazy we talked about EVERYTHING and got caught up..
hes sucha funny and sweet guy..
its awsome..
he and i r gunna hangout again real soon soo im excited..
ive missed that boy!
umm im still down in the dumps bout my last boy interest..
it just sucks that it had to end..
i mean ya hes older than me..
but i mean u said u liked me u just thought itd b better if we werent more than friends cuz of the age difference..
but i mean if u like me...should that reason really stop u?
i mean shit id keep it on the DL if it was THAT big of deal..
i dunno im just upset cuz i really thought u were starting to like me..
guess not..
argh..
im gunna b a nun?
maybe?
either that or just b friends with boys and never anything else..
i dunno im just tired of getting hurt...
and crying of guys that probably dont even sweat it..
i dunno its just hard..
especially since i have a lot of other shit in my life to worry about besides that..
::humpf::..
i hate feeling like i could bust out in tears at any second..
i mean i know he and i werent like together or wuteva..
but i mean the way it ended the way i thought it might just work..
got my hopes up i guess u could say..
and it kills me.
and i feel like i shoulda known.
but i dunno like i said b4 it sucks..
a lot..