..humpf..
i know i havent know u that long..
but wut i do know is that im starting to like u..
and i dont know wut to do..cuz i cant tell u..cuz i dont want u to freak out..
gosh..
i hate feeling this way..
when i TRUELY like sumone i get scared and start thinking the person isnt interested simply cuz i dont want to get my hopes up..
ive done that too many times..
and i cant stand to do that again..
but this hurts a lot too just sitting back and wondering wuts going through ur head..
when u dont call when u say u will i try to just let it go cuz i understand that ur busy..or that u just fell asleep..
but i cant help but feel a lil bit sad cuz i love talking to u..
i cant help that..
like i said im starting to like u..
i wish i could just come out and say all this to u..but like i said b4 i feel like i cant..not yet anyways..
cuz i dont know how u feel..
and ya..i wish i did..or at least had a hint...
everytime i hangout with u..
its the greatest time ever..
im soo happy when im around u..and ur so sweet to me its crazy..
ya ur older than me..by a few years but i dont care..its really not that much :]
ur one of the first boys that i know i TRUELY like..
and thats why i really hope im not getting my hopes up..
cuz in the end if i do get my hopes up..ya we can and will b friends for sure..but its gunna hurt like a bitch..
im willing to wait and give u time..of course..
but every second..every minute..every day or week that goes by without knowing for sure how u feel..is gunna b hard..
really hard..
i can handle it ya..but im saying its going to b hard..
simply because everytime we're supposed to hangout and dont..or when we're supposed to talk on the phone and dont..
or wuteva..it makes me wonder wuts going through ur head..
i know im crazy..
and i should just let things flow..and let things happen as they may..its hard..
but i AM trying..
and at sum points i do..and its great..
but its hard..
ur cute, sweet, caring, fun, funny, great..and umm ya ur basically awsome..
thankx for being u..
thankx for hanging out with me!
thankx for creating those fun memories that we have so far..
and i cant wait for more to come..
mmmhmmm :]
ur truely special..
and im glad i know u.
*MWAH*
but wut i do know is that im starting to like u..
and i dont know wut to do..cuz i cant tell u..cuz i dont want u to freak out..
gosh..
i hate feeling this way..
when i TRUELY like sumone i get scared and start thinking the person isnt interested simply cuz i dont want to get my hopes up..
ive done that too many times..
and i cant stand to do that again..
but this hurts a lot too just sitting back and wondering wuts going through ur head..
when u dont call when u say u will i try to just let it go cuz i understand that ur busy..or that u just fell asleep..
but i cant help but feel a lil bit sad cuz i love talking to u..
i cant help that..
like i said im starting to like u..
i wish i could just come out and say all this to u..but like i said b4 i feel like i cant..not yet anyways..
cuz i dont know how u feel..
and ya..i wish i did..or at least had a hint...
everytime i hangout with u..
its the greatest time ever..
im soo happy when im around u..and ur so sweet to me its crazy..
ya ur older than me..by a few years but i dont care..its really not that much :]
ur one of the first boys that i know i TRUELY like..
and thats why i really hope im not getting my hopes up..
cuz in the end if i do get my hopes up..ya we can and will b friends for sure..but its gunna hurt like a bitch..
im willing to wait and give u time..of course..
but every second..every minute..every day or week that goes by without knowing for sure how u feel..is gunna b hard..
really hard..
i can handle it ya..but im saying its going to b hard..
simply because everytime we're supposed to hangout and dont..or when we're supposed to talk on the phone and dont..
or wuteva..it makes me wonder wuts going through ur head..
i know im crazy..
and i should just let things flow..and let things happen as they may..its hard..
but i AM trying..
and at sum points i do..and its great..
but its hard..
ur cute, sweet, caring, fun, funny, great..and umm ya ur basically awsome..
thankx for being u..
thankx for hanging out with me!
thankx for creating those fun memories that we have so far..
and i cant wait for more to come..
mmmhmmm :]
ur truely special..
and im glad i know u.
*MWAH*