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blah!!!! theres nothign to do i wanna do something tonight!! like fun!! o well mabye i will find sumthing!!...but ne ways i wish it wasnt all cold and rainy i haet this kind of weather!! my sister is leaving today its so sad now im stuck here all alone!! 4 more years thats all im saying over and over in my head im bout sick of this place i want to leave and get away!! even if it is only 2 hours away thats far enough!! cuz then u can do wat u want to do when u want to do and u dont have ppl telling u wat to do its gunna be great!! no more rules and curfews and all that crap!1 and no more being under ur moms watch every second and min of the day!! that sux butt!! well ne ways i jus had to say that cuz lately thats wat ive been thinking about and i still have 4 long years left here!! and i have a felling that it mite be hard!! mabye my mom will losen up but not rly cuz ever since my sister left shes gotten even tighter!! which i didn tthink would be possible it sucks!! she always has to talk to everyones moms before i can go do sumthing!! aww!!! it gets on ym nerves!!!....but other than that i guess lifes ok.... highschool this year has been rly good but there has been some sucky times!! like when ppl started giving me crap about a lot of stuff..and someother crap that ive had to go through!!.....but o well im gunna do wat i want to do and hang out with who i want to and i dont care wat ne1 thinks!! u kno cuz if they talk bout me and talk bout me then there not my real friends u kno and this year i have been discovering who my real friends are!!...and its helped me alot and ive also made new bestfriends that im glad for because they are great and we have a lto of fun together!!...i dont kno lately ive been feeling bad bout mysekf i dont kno y?....but o well my friends have been helping me through it!! i cant wait till im 16 cuz then i can do wat i want when i want and go places and i dont always have to bum people for rides! cuz that rly sucks and i can get away with more stuff if i have a car!!.....not saying that im goign to do ne thing bad...... well i guess ive ran out of things to tak botu well i realy dont feel like typing ne thing else so i guess im gunna go ty to find sumthing to do tonite hey if u want to do sumthing jus call me kk? luv ya abbey