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Thanks for the responses guys =) I've been trying to think more and focus on what I REALLY want, but I'm still not really getting anywhere. At this point I have made some tentative decisions based on recent events.
Today I was offered the chance to move to Louisiana with one of my good friends, as she is moving down there to live with her dad. It is very tempting as I always am to move states all the time (like UT, and NY) and it would be just another adventure. On the other hand, I don't know where I would go from there.
At least up here I have my own room, cheap rent (even though I live in the same house as my mom), and I have some other options.
At this point I know I probably won't be able to afford Jenny Craig for a while, so I'm thinking about just trying a diet where I can eat what I want, as long as it is healthy. I think this will help a lot because I cheated on my diet anyways, mostly so I can eat what I want. I'll be doing a lot of research on this.
Also, the graveyard server that works the 5 nights a week that I don't, called me tonight. Management is trying to pin some stuff on her that she didnt do, and over all just stressing her out, and kind of bullying her. She is putting in her 2 weeks notice tomorrow. More than likely I will be moving to working her shifts, which is amazing, because I'll have 40 hours a week and I'll make twice what I make now, what with the hours and tips. On the other hand, this is the 2nd graveyard server that has recently been bullied out. I don't want to be one of those, so for a while I will be walking on eggshells. No fun at work, but I'm gonna take what I can get while the gettin is good.
Air Force is on the backburner right now. I can still use it for motivation and such, and I'll still be on my forums, but there is nothing I can do about joining until I lose the weight. I already plan on taking care of my finances whether I join or not, so that's not a problem. I still don't know if I'll be doing schooling or not, but we'll cross that bridge when it comes around. It is still something like 3 months out, and so much can happen in that time.
Thanks for your support guys =)
Today I was offered the chance to move to Louisiana with one of my good friends, as she is moving down there to live with her dad. It is very tempting as I always am to move states all the time (like UT, and NY) and it would be just another adventure. On the other hand, I don't know where I would go from there.
At least up here I have my own room, cheap rent (even though I live in the same house as my mom), and I have some other options.
At this point I know I probably won't be able to afford Jenny Craig for a while, so I'm thinking about just trying a diet where I can eat what I want, as long as it is healthy. I think this will help a lot because I cheated on my diet anyways, mostly so I can eat what I want. I'll be doing a lot of research on this.
Also, the graveyard server that works the 5 nights a week that I don't, called me tonight. Management is trying to pin some stuff on her that she didnt do, and over all just stressing her out, and kind of bullying her. She is putting in her 2 weeks notice tomorrow. More than likely I will be moving to working her shifts, which is amazing, because I'll have 40 hours a week and I'll make twice what I make now, what with the hours and tips. On the other hand, this is the 2nd graveyard server that has recently been bullied out. I don't want to be one of those, so for a while I will be walking on eggshells. No fun at work, but I'm gonna take what I can get while the gettin is good.
Air Force is on the backburner right now. I can still use it for motivation and such, and I'll still be on my forums, but there is nothing I can do about joining until I lose the weight. I already plan on taking care of my finances whether I join or not, so that's not a problem. I still don't know if I'll be doing schooling or not, but we'll cross that bridge when it comes around. It is still something like 3 months out, and so much can happen in that time.
Thanks for your support guys =)