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Hey and yodel all,
Yesterday was kind of strange. Good and bad.
Andrew said he loved me, but was didn't think he was ready to be 'in' love. How am I supposed to take that? I don't know. I feel bad broaching the subject again, but I don't know. I know I really really really really really like him, but when I fall in love, I'm ready for it. He said it's like, "I think I love you, I really do, but the thought scares me cuz I don't think I'm ready for that again."
What am I supposed to think!?! I'm confused and slightly hurt!
Now he's being very standoffish and distant, and I don't know what to do? Should I ask him about it? Or let him deal with it himself?
I'm hurt. Is there something wrong with me?
Grandma and Sable were all of a dither last night cuz I wouldn't babysit cuz Sable had some shindig she wanted to go to. I'm not an ON CALL babysitter. I require a few days notice, or at least an hour, geez.
Fucking sucky!
I feel like I need food, but I don't feel like eating. No wonder I'm losing weight, so much to worry about I don't feel like eating half of the time. Good times.
Trace, I saw Nick today and gave him the order to call. You should tell him that he should call me, I miss just hanging out with him. I don't have feelings like that for him anymore, which is good, but I still miss him being Nick. :)
That's all for now, I'm thinking I should talk to Andrew about what he said, but I don't want him to feel bad. Oh well, got to put #1 first, right? If your not happy, then how can you be concerned with someone elses' happiness?
Yesterday was kind of strange. Good and bad.
Andrew said he loved me, but was didn't think he was ready to be 'in' love. How am I supposed to take that? I don't know. I feel bad broaching the subject again, but I don't know. I know I really really really really really like him, but when I fall in love, I'm ready for it. He said it's like, "I think I love you, I really do, but the thought scares me cuz I don't think I'm ready for that again."
What am I supposed to think!?! I'm confused and slightly hurt!
Now he's being very standoffish and distant, and I don't know what to do? Should I ask him about it? Or let him deal with it himself?
I'm hurt. Is there something wrong with me?
Grandma and Sable were all of a dither last night cuz I wouldn't babysit cuz Sable had some shindig she wanted to go to. I'm not an ON CALL babysitter. I require a few days notice, or at least an hour, geez.
Fucking sucky!
I feel like I need food, but I don't feel like eating. No wonder I'm losing weight, so much to worry about I don't feel like eating half of the time. Good times.
Trace, I saw Nick today and gave him the order to call. You should tell him that he should call me, I miss just hanging out with him. I don't have feelings like that for him anymore, which is good, but I still miss him being Nick. :)
That's all for now, I'm thinking I should talk to Andrew about what he said, but I don't want him to feel bad. Oh well, got to put #1 first, right? If your not happy, then how can you be concerned with someone elses' happiness?