England Custom Furniture Direct
come buy something from my store. it is terribly slow. i'm going to slit my wrists with my broken plastic fork if i dont find something to do soon!!!! actually, i'll probably just leave. anybody doing anything cool today? I've only been here like 2 hours and i'm ready to pull my hair out. At least i have my ipod with me, and computer speakers, so i can listen to my loves. kyles out of town this weekend, so i need something to do tomorrow night. who has something i can do? Im not going to lie, i may hang out with my cousins, so if i turn you down and say that thats why then its true. I havent hung out with derek since he got home so it would be tight to hang with him. I might be a nanny soon. in fact i would REALLY like to be. imagine- working and actually having stuff to do and people to look out for!!! its almost impossible for me. I went into water and ice the other day and remembered having to clean things and make things and long lines of angry customers and sticky mirrors and moldy fridges and food... and i almost wanted to go back. I ALMOST WANTED TO BACK TO THE CRAPPIEST JOB WITH THE CRAZIEST BOSS! that is how sad my work situation is. the highlight of my day is when the train passes and blows its whistle. i brought hair products to work so i could play with celyndas hair today. that was 5 minutes of my life. some of my music is strange.... haha i love it! I LOVE MY MUSIC! which makes me miss britnee and our obsession with showing the world our music, and hating to listen to theirs. it makes me miss rachel and my junior year with parking lot dances. and it makes me miss working with jonny while he air drummed and i danced awkwardly and sang songs. i miss the music scene sometimes. not always because my back hurt going to all of those shows, but sometimes i really really do. when the dog barks... when the bee stings... when i'm feeling sad... i simply remember my favorite things and then i dont feel so bad.