Apr 20, 2005 20:57
So, DTASC happened this
weekend. Had LOTS and LOTS of fun! It was great!
My group made it to semi-finals but we didn't make it to finals. And we disqualified
a group! Oh well, they broke the rules, so too bad.
I am backstage manager for the musical, but probably am not going to be able to
do it anymore because I'm not eligible. Stupid as Ms. Bader gave me a fuckin D.
But in reality, the only person I should be mad at is myself, it is my
fault after all.- it sucks
I'm hopefully going on a field trip tomorrow.- hmmmm
A person that I used to be "cool" with all of a sudden is talking
their shit. I honestly don't care, but I just think it's fucking childish to
act as stupid as this person is acting. I mean, I would have understood if I
had done something to this person, but I DIDN'T. And I think that's what I'm
like "what the fuck" about.- whatever moving on
I watched Meet the Fockers- hahaha!
My friend who is 15 and dropped out of school last year is having a baby and
I'm going to her baby shower this Saturday- ashamed...
It's 4*20 today. And of course I didn’t smoke. But I want to share my smoking
days story. It was scary for me. Last year I got SO unbelievably messed up, I
was shaking. Next month it's gonna be a year that I haven't smoked and I am
proud. It’s not like if I was a little pothead, but I did smoke. And it was
really good shit. But those days are over and I'm glad. The last time I did it
I lost control over what I was doing. And I was so scared, but I never knew
what I was scared of. But now I know what I'm scared of today... I'm scared of
my brothers dying. I'm afraid that one day they're gonna be so fucked up that
they are gonna do something stupid that will lead to their death. But nobody
can change their minds, and that's what suxs. I love these boys to death! and I
don't want anything to happen to them!