why me?

[pinky_n_babe]

Your gone...

you came for 2 weeks and i had the time of my life with you and now you are gone...i cant help but feel like we broke up or something... i feel like i am dying inside... like a huge part of me is missing... like my heart is gone.. and i dont know what to do because i have never felt this way.. i have never been away from someone i love... i dont know what i am suppouse to do or how to act or what to feel... i miss you so much that words cant express it... i need you so bad... i cant believe that i am going to have to wait so long to see you... i dont know what to do... i miss you baby... i love you with all my heart and then some... i am going to die without you here and i know that isnt fair because you CANT be here... i feel like now that i need you the most... i talk to you the least... i have barely spoken to you and its killing me... i feel like i am falling into depression or something.. i havent done anything today but sit her and feel like shit... i seriously need you right now... i need your help because i dont think i can live like this... i love you with all of my heart... and every time that my heart beats, my love grows stronger and deeper for you....

bye baby.. call me soon because i really need you now...

lil pinky