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OmG i just got in a fight w/ ma parents cause of ma lil sister ! it's lyke they think that i don't love her... i mean it's not that it's just that shes only 9yrs old and i'm 14 how much is it gonna take for them to understand, *sigh*....i mean they treat her lyke a lil kid when she's really ten years old....lyke i understand that shes my daddys lil girl and i understand that my mom can't have anymore and Vanessa is her last baby.... but to the point where they treat her lyke if everything she does is okay and that she doesn't know any better is alright is really turning out to be a horrible desaster, because not only is it turning her out to be a lil spoiled brat but a baby crier. I know wat ur thinking ur probably lyke "OH WHY DON'T U TLK TO UR MOM OR SOMETHING" belive me i've tried.....but it's lyke i can never get through to them w/ out them screaming or not letting me speak.. i mean just a couple of hours ago i was telling her why is she eating all the cookie and that she should save some for all of us... and all of a sudden my mom goes here we go again, and it's not that i choose to pick a fight w/ her it's just that she doesn't understand....and i bet that if i wouldn't have said anything my parents ESPECIALLY MY DAD would've said "you guys don't think of anybody but urselves" and they probably would've started bitchen at me because they would've thought i had ate all the cookies.....MAN SOMETIMES IT SUCKS BEING THE OLDEST CHILD.......it's lyke my lil sister is alwaiiz saying she wants to run away, but why ? it should be me who should be saying that, my lil sis is and angel in my parents eyes, and there alwaiiz saying dat everything i do my sister picks up and reflects on her ! But how come she doesn't learn how to leson the first time? or how to respect ur elders even if u think there wrong? *sigh* well watever it's not gonna but me down i mean after all i was only four when she was born ! and don't get me wrong i love my sister to death and i'd die four he in a heart beat *which is something my parentss don't seem to understand* but she's SPOILED ! plain and simple, and when i was four it wasn't lyke i had asked for the responsibilty to wacth and teach a lil human bean.... to tell u right now sometimes i still think i am still not ready to teach her, i can't think for another person......i mean sometimes i cry me self to sleep wondering if wat i did todaii effected my sister in a bad way or if wat im going to do tommrow will disapoint or effect her in any bad way....and the thing that sucks i'm scared to tell my mom and dad cause they probably would just think i'm full of shit and that it's all a show that i'm forming for them to try and get attention or something ! But if they only knew it wasn't lyke dat.....*WOW IT SOUNDS LYKE I HATE MY LIFE, OR IF IT SOUNDS HORRIBLE* i want u to all it ain't even lyke that it's just my lil sis is spoiled.... well watever imma go, and finish wacthing the movie "COACH CARTER" so far it's really good so imma go and finish it....ttylz...MUAHZ !
LaTeRz
*~PiNkY~*
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You are the tortured soul someone has stabbed you
in the back and you feel as if your heart if
full of nothing but cold blood
What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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LaTeRz
*~PiNkY~*
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You are the tortured soul someone has stabbed you
in the back and you feel as if your heart if
full of nothing but cold blood
What are you? (10 different outcomes)
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