Oct 09, 2007 16:10
i've been having such a rough couples of weeks but this pass weekend flipped my frown upside down and i havn't been this happy and excited in the longest time.!!
:):):):):)!!!
as i grow in age and experience and maturity
i realize more and more how family is very important aspect in life.
even tho my sister has moved out, i see her and call her alot more than i used to, and i do appreciate her advice.
and im glad my cousin, angela is always there for me, supporting me with my photography as i support and appreciate her make up work, we do make a great team.
i love how even tho i had 2 small thanksgivings with both sides of my family, it was more relaxed and everyone just enjoyed the conversation.
and im glad that things with me and eric are better than ever, sometimes it has to get worse before it gets better. im just glad that at the end of the day, he's there to to hold out his arms to hug me and hold me and tell me that everything will be okay.
and sometimes you need to push back in order to get closer. we created some space in our relationship and it's the best move ever!
now with my nighly photoshoots and school on thurs and kickboxing class starting again, and america's next top model! im a busy bee, without him!
and it gives him more time to do things alone, spend time with his family.
i love that man
p.s. i totally sent eric's mom (family) a beautiful arrangment of fall flowers for thanksgiving. im totally a suck up and i love it lol. im so sickly nice it hurts lolol
oh p.p.s. i totally might get to shoot a calandar in jamaica! all expenses paid!!!
send me your good luck vibes, i want this job!!